One day of the blue an old boyfriend reached out to me. Funny I had been thinking about Lo pretty hard for a few weeks prior. Mars in retrograde? We met for drinks and the chemistry we shared was undeniable. For our second date Lo took me away for a long and very romantic weekend in Tulum Mexico. We weren't even over the Gulf before I knew I was hooked. Who wouldn't be. Lo, a super freak by nature, is intellectually appetizing and visually appealing. Hotter still, I am white and Lo is a black man six years younger than myself.
For the majority of the five years Lo and I were not dating he has had a steady lover girl. In our past relationship I had been somewhat insecure and at times possessive. Knowing this about me, Lo offered to break it off with lover girl. I told him not to. I am in fact enormously turned on by the fact Lo has another woman to please him. I`m not sure if this makes me poly curious, commitment phobic or just a kinder gentler person willing to abandon their ego to foster the pleasures of another.
Before my little trip with Lo I had spent the last few years engaging in a few brief relationship fails I can best describe as..."yuck". I finally resigned my self to a life of Asexuality and was actually comfortable and happy in that state. Really, you could have sewn it up and tossed it over the back fence.
Being a super freak by nature Lo quickly glommed on to my new found poly curious bend. We have since phone sexed every deviant sexual encounter imaginable many of which include meaningful relationships with likeminded individuals.
Lo has shared his intentions toward me with lover girl. I'd say she's less than impressed with the idea and chooses to coast along a sea of denial.
Thanks for allowing me to share that in one single exhaustive breath. LOL. I would really enjoy any insight the group might be willing to offer.
For the majority of the five years Lo and I were not dating he has had a steady lover girl. In our past relationship I had been somewhat insecure and at times possessive. Knowing this about me, Lo offered to break it off with lover girl. I told him not to. I am in fact enormously turned on by the fact Lo has another woman to please him. I`m not sure if this makes me poly curious, commitment phobic or just a kinder gentler person willing to abandon their ego to foster the pleasures of another.
Before my little trip with Lo I had spent the last few years engaging in a few brief relationship fails I can best describe as..."yuck". I finally resigned my self to a life of Asexuality and was actually comfortable and happy in that state. Really, you could have sewn it up and tossed it over the back fence.
Being a super freak by nature Lo quickly glommed on to my new found poly curious bend. We have since phone sexed every deviant sexual encounter imaginable many of which include meaningful relationships with likeminded individuals.
Lo has shared his intentions toward me with lover girl. I'd say she's less than impressed with the idea and chooses to coast along a sea of denial.
Thanks for allowing me to share that in one single exhaustive breath. LOL. I would really enjoy any insight the group might be willing to offer.