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I gave it my all. I thought things were getting better between us. Last night, Wolf broke up with me. I'm so heart broken. I couldn't sleep, I can't stop crying, I just feel so hopeless and useless and like a huge failure. I don't love easily but when I do, it's big, I give it my all. I don't know how to do things differently. I'm trying to be vulnerable and positive but that just always seems to backfire on me. When I'm like that I find that people pull away from me every time. I keep getting told that being vulnerable is good and that it's strength but all I'm seeing is that it's heart break
This is why I feel like a failure. I feel like everything I did just pushed him further and further away, but I don't know what to do differently.
I'm devastated. I don't know what to do. I feel like not only did I lose my partner but I also lost a friend. He's the person I talk to the most in my life. When things go well he's the first person I want to tell, when they go badly he's the one I want comfort from. It's so hard right now. We keep talking to one another, have been on and off for the past few hours. I know I need to cut him off but I just don't want to. This was most definitely not a mutual break up
This is why I feel like a failure. I feel like everything I did just pushed him further and further away, but I don't know what to do differently.
I'm devastated. I don't know what to do. I feel like not only did I lose my partner but I also lost a friend. He's the person I talk to the most in my life. When things go well he's the first person I want to tell, when they go badly he's the one I want comfort from. It's so hard right now. We keep talking to one another, have been on and off for the past few hours. I know I need to cut him off but I just don't want to. This was most definitely not a mutual break up