It's been a while...
Well its been a while and a lot has happened in what has felt like an eternity when it's only a month or two! We moved house just B, our daughter and I to a smaller house temporarily while we save and I continue to study and be a stay at home Mum. I signed up to start my studying again and began in late Feb doing two pre requist papers this year and starting a Bachelor next year. Our daughter has started kindy. Life wise it's been hectic and we have just started to settle down again now.
Love wise B and I are still going strong - have our ups and downs but work through them ;-p
I have a very strong relationship with my boyfriend who lives about 8 hours drive away. We keep in regular contact via text and or phone, planning to visit him soon hopefully.
I've also met a woman who I am very fond of, she is curious in the ways of Polyamory and also in me - which scares me incase Poly isn't for her but excites me incase it is and of course in case anything develops between her and I.
It's foreign to me to have B my fiance, a boyfriend (having another man is foreign in itself) and a potential girlfriend. Usually I am just B and a girlfriend. Excited and scared all in one.
T and I have cooled things right down really now, we hardly text each other or keep in touch. For both of us its just too hard to have those feelings and not be able to express or act on them. Slowly I am working through the break up process.. finally feeling like I am getting there though.
This year is my year to look forward, find the positives and live truer to myself and my family