That which began this journey here ended yesterday.
Golf/Sir had tried to give me enough of his time, but failed repeatedly. So I told him I would be asking for no more of it.
He didn't have time for me to call and tell him this. So I texted him. I hid it behind me taking up a second job for a while. But he knew it was an end. He knew because I felt it when he read the text.
(if you want to read my morose prose on this, you can find me on Fetlife as Evienz).
So one of the strongest connections I've ever had I have to let wane into... ugh, I shudder at the word... insignificance - but that is what it will have to eventually become. A memory. Not a part of my daily, weekly, life. Not something I can enjoy now. The little time we had has passed. But it's not a surprise. At least not for me.
But my journey here isn't completely over. Universe Fan is a wonderful friend and his wife chats with me on twitter quite often. Miracles can happen lol.
And to follow on from that, in case anyone missed it elsewhere... I'm no threat to anyone's marriage, mostly because I'm VERY HAPPY IN MINE, and partly because I'M IN NEW ZEALAND and too broke to go anywhere lol
(yeah, in far, far bigger part the first one).
So a new journey begins. I don't know where it will go. But Adam is by my side every step of the way.
Aroha... Aloha
Evie
Golf/Sir had tried to give me enough of his time, but failed repeatedly. So I told him I would be asking for no more of it.
He didn't have time for me to call and tell him this. So I texted him. I hid it behind me taking up a second job for a while. But he knew it was an end. He knew because I felt it when he read the text.
(if you want to read my morose prose on this, you can find me on Fetlife as Evienz).
So one of the strongest connections I've ever had I have to let wane into... ugh, I shudder at the word... insignificance - but that is what it will have to eventually become. A memory. Not a part of my daily, weekly, life. Not something I can enjoy now. The little time we had has passed. But it's not a surprise. At least not for me.
But my journey here isn't completely over. Universe Fan is a wonderful friend and his wife chats with me on twitter quite often. Miracles can happen lol.
And to follow on from that, in case anyone missed it elsewhere... I'm no threat to anyone's marriage, mostly because I'm VERY HAPPY IN MINE, and partly because I'M IN NEW ZEALAND and too broke to go anywhere lol
(yeah, in far, far bigger part the first one).
So a new journey begins. I don't know where it will go. But Adam is by my side every step of the way.
Aroha... Aloha
Evie