Being home doesn't change his libido Mags. He's good with a couple times a week. I'm good with a couple times a day.
BUT-that said-we did decide to put her in the public school. It royally t'd GG off, but Maca and I spent hours talking it through and made the decision. I thought I had posted that-but so much has been happening; I really can't remember.
The thing is; I'm not really wanting SEX anyway. I do have a vibrator (or 20) and I know how to use them.
It's the flirting, teasing, picture sharing, suggestive activities I crave.
When I was younger (until I married Maca); I tended to be very sexually suggestively playful with my core friends. We would kiss, hug, cuddle, share explicit photos, talk about fantasies etc. We didn't have intercourse or oral sex or even fingers/hands/mouths in clothing. But we were very sexually "intense".
I miss that.
For years I was a stripper. Again; I didn't allow ANY customers to EVER touch me in any way. But I LOVED dancing and showing off, getting them worked up.
I miss that.
Maca loves when I do those things for him. But even when he's home, he isn't available frequently for that. He still works which means being gone 50 hours a week (due to drive time) and he really can't be texting/talking when he's working. It's just not feasible or safe or reasonable.
Likewise; I LOVE doing those things with him. When he IS available I wouldn't give that up for anything.
But damn it's hard when its so rare.
ALL of that said.
I brought it up and suffice it to say it started a shitstorm.