Belladonna
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yes a play on words.
so i am just going to dive right in and hope that his journal of sorts just grows organically.
a slight back story. I had a LDR and I was/married about 2 years ago. The LDR ended rather poorly a few months later i found out i was pregnant with M.M.s baby and just stop dating. Worrying about my job and my baby was my only concern.
fast forward to now.Job is going great (its been a long road) and marriage is really good we have decided to open it up again.
I would rather not go into detail on what did during that time just because i wanted to make this a short back story.
I opened up my Okcupid account again. Currently I am talking to 3 potential partners.
Here is my problem. number one "Army man"is married. We hit it off right away. our match percent is in the 90's. But his wife is not open to him dating, I do not date people who are married and hiding it. it never ends well so to me why start this way. Second physically i am not attracted to him. I do not wish to lead him on. I have already told him that I am only looking for friendship.
Number two "Mr. Big"lives pretty far from me and is only interested in one thing. He however is hot as hell. Again i see this going no where because i want more. I want more than hot sex. I want to take care of someone and to be taken care of. Also the fact that he lives to far away would make things hard long term. I could do it but long term is not ideal.
Number three "Shades"lives near me, we are attracted to each other but He is seriously like talking to a door. He is getting better but oh my goodness this is taking a lot of time and a lot of energy from me.
Can the three men be combined and made into one? Lol.
so i am just going to dive right in and hope that his journal of sorts just grows organically.
a slight back story. I had a LDR and I was/married about 2 years ago. The LDR ended rather poorly a few months later i found out i was pregnant with M.M.s baby and just stop dating. Worrying about my job and my baby was my only concern.
fast forward to now.Job is going great (its been a long road) and marriage is really good we have decided to open it up again.
I would rather not go into detail on what did during that time just because i wanted to make this a short back story.
I opened up my Okcupid account again. Currently I am talking to 3 potential partners.
Here is my problem. number one "Army man"is married. We hit it off right away. our match percent is in the 90's. But his wife is not open to him dating, I do not date people who are married and hiding it. it never ends well so to me why start this way. Second physically i am not attracted to him. I do not wish to lead him on. I have already told him that I am only looking for friendship.
Number two "Mr. Big"lives pretty far from me and is only interested in one thing. He however is hot as hell. Again i see this going no where because i want more. I want more than hot sex. I want to take care of someone and to be taken care of. Also the fact that he lives to far away would make things hard long term. I could do it but long term is not ideal.
Number three "Shades"lives near me, we are attracted to each other but He is seriously like talking to a door. He is getting better but oh my goodness this is taking a lot of time and a lot of energy from me.
Can the three men be combined and made into one? Lol.
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