I'm with you about uncertainty. When you don't know what's going to happen, it could be anything. It can be kinda scary.
I'm glad you find my blog helpful I definitely sometimes overanalyze, overthink, and say things that afterward I might wish I hadn't... but I don't usually delete anything or make drastic changes once I post (if I edit, it's because either the post was too long or I realize I phrased something poorly), because sometimes reading my older posts helps me, and I hope that seeing me wrangle with stuff might make it so someone else doesn't have to wrangle with something similar.
I'm glad you get to see Dag twice this week, too. If I might suggest...try being a little more gentle with yourself? Instead of hating that you need it, just say "This is what I need right now, and I'm going to work on improving my 'being present' skills so maybe in the future it won't be such a big need. Meanwhile, I'm fortunate to have guys in my life who understand and accept what I need."
I'm glad you find my blog helpful I definitely sometimes overanalyze, overthink, and say things that afterward I might wish I hadn't... but I don't usually delete anything or make drastic changes once I post (if I edit, it's because either the post was too long or I realize I phrased something poorly), because sometimes reading my older posts helps me, and I hope that seeing me wrangle with stuff might make it so someone else doesn't have to wrangle with something similar.
I'm glad you get to see Dag twice this week, too. If I might suggest...try being a little more gentle with yourself? Instead of hating that you need it, just say "This is what I need right now, and I'm going to work on improving my 'being present' skills so maybe in the future it won't be such a big need. Meanwhile, I'm fortunate to have guys in my life who understand and accept what I need."