Well, right now I don't have a boyfriend. Just two husbands who I am madly in love with! Thanks for the post though.
Today I am running a Chem lab, so I really should be setting that up. I also need to fill the Blessing Box and get caught up on my messages there.
I am so freaking tired. Yet another week where I have failed to sign up for my therapy sessions. PunkRock is actively encouraging me to do so, but ugh. I was going to call just now, but my medical card is in another room, and I know they are going to start me over from the beginning as a new patient since it's been more than a year since I have gone. Excuses.
Honestly, I feel good. I don't think about WarMan much at all anymore, if ever. When I was dating SirGawain, I thought about WarMan all the time. I think it's true about rebound relationships - though it was a solid year before I started seeing SirGawain. Anyway, I think I needed to move past that, and now that I have, I don't think I would have any issues with dating again.
That said, I don't want to date anyone right now. If anything, I'd want some hookups. Sex has been sporadic here at the house, because everyone is so tired. Greg - shit, did I give him a different name than that? I think I did. Was it SmoothJazz? I can't remember. Gah! Anyway, that dude is still messaging me everyday. He's asked me to come out and see some plays with him, but it never works out. I am just not feeling it right now. I have so much going on!
DarkKnight is in TWO different productions right now, AND his chorus. So he's gone every single night of the week with back to back practices, and he's now going to the gym right after work. Honestly, I don't feel disconnected from him though, since he is home all day with me, and we text and check in with each other frequently. And he still reads to me on the nights that I am with him. We are a good team. He's going to AwesomeCon this weekend with our daughter. I always want to go, but it's always been something the two of them do together. I don't want to come in between that. They have said it is fine, but I bow out. I know it's special.
Anyway, PunkRock has been on a crazy schedule at work too, so he is tired when I am horny, so we haven't been as frequent. We did finally get together last night, and holy shit, it was fucking hot. Can you say surprise anal? lol Neither of us were planning on it, but when he was behind me, he went for it. I was plenty wet, so it wasn't too painful in spite of not having lube. Actually, it was less painful than normal - it may have been the position we were in - we were on our sides, spooning. Oh wow. I need to not write about it, because I am getting excited. lol It was really nice. He was a little rough too, which I always like, but he doesn't do often. PunkRock just isn't a rough kind of guy, which is fine. He is quite thorough, and super attentive. I don't think he could ever fail to get me off, even if I didn't already have a hair trigger. lol Anyway, it was amazing last night.
The Blessing Box is keeping me hella busy. We gave away over 110 baskets - that was the last count - and I have 5 here right now awaiting pickup for Easter. Those have been fun to make. Fresh Food Friday is tomorrow, so I am hoping for a $50 donation so that is successful. I haven't yet ever not got it donated in time, but I need to go shopping tonight, so hopefully it hits my paypal soon. Speaking of which, I need to go to the bank and set up another account JUST for the Blessing Box. I am increasingly alarmed at the amount of money and donations we are taking in, and even though another not-for-profit person has told me that I can't be taxed on donations, it's freaking me out that its going in and out of my personal account. I am keeping receipts, but not religiously. So, I am going to open a separate checking account and link THAT to the paypal, and then use it exclusively for Box stuff. The cash amounts are getting up there.
Anyway, we've got that on the docket for tomorrow, and then we're giving away 2 pounds of ground beef per person on Tuesday - I scheduled a Taco Tuesday giveaway right after Easter. Right off the bat, I had enough cash donations to pay for the meat, but now I am waiting for all the other stuff - shells, salsa, shredded cheese, etc to come in. We did signups last night, and I think we filled up our registration in a half hour to an hour.
Our basement electric is finally all done - $2000 FML. It's cool though. That was step 1 this year for that part of the house. Step 2 is getting the 3 smaller windows done. One is getting bricked over, one is getting glass blocks, and the other is getting a new window. I need to follow up with our contractor today about that. After the windows are done, then PunkRock can reapply the drylock, since that will make us watertight, finally. For real this time! lol Then, we'll get the craft tables built. So much to do!