Jpk83
New member
Wow its been a couple years, thought I revisit this thread.
What happened in the end we cut ties with N, its was heartbreaking. I was crushed and this was in 2017. We moved away to a new city, start over. 2018 was rough, was really depressed, thought of killing myself that summer.
It was a long journey and hard recovery for me and my wife J. Finally after 2years we finally have recovered and moving forward.
Except once in a while Ill think of N like wave crashing down on me. I miss her and being able to talk to her, we text-ed once a year and she finally said to me last summer its easier if we dont communicate cause its not right for me to contact her, which is true.
I guess I have not much place to share how I feel except here. But yea ..
What happened in the end we cut ties with N, its was heartbreaking. I was crushed and this was in 2017. We moved away to a new city, start over. 2018 was rough, was really depressed, thought of killing myself that summer.
It was a long journey and hard recovery for me and my wife J. Finally after 2years we finally have recovered and moving forward.
Except once in a while Ill think of N like wave crashing down on me. I miss her and being able to talk to her, we text-ed once a year and she finally said to me last summer its easier if we dont communicate cause its not right for me to contact her, which is true.
I guess I have not much place to share how I feel except here. But yea ..