Recent content by Calisolara

I actually had a decent talk with Rocky tonight. He is really upset about Scott not accepting our relationship. He has distanced himself a bit because he is unsure about the future of our relationship. His head sees the end result as us not being friends if we get too far. He wants to keep me in...

Unfortunately, the messages popped up when I was using the phone, with his permission. Another message came through when his phone was sitting next to me on the couch. He also tells me that when his phone starts blowing up, it's his friend in the other state. He doesn't answer her texts when he...

I have been lurking on this site for almost a year now. I have made very few posts, I should probably fix that. I am 33 years old in the Northern California area, and I have been married for 13 years to the man I met when I was in junior high. He is currently deployed for the military so I am...

Time for introduction Welcome! I am sorry I made that post originally I was trying to create a new thread!

I am on the fifth month of my second poly relationship. It has been such an up-and-down thing. I think I am just burning out. My dear wonderful husband, Brad, was having issues, and insisting he didn't want me to give up my second relationship because of them. He has since settled down, mostly...

*update*. So the meeting didn't go as planned. Apple spent most of the party with his family and not trying to interact with Carrot. Carrot had to leave to a friend's engagement party, and was supposed to come back, but that didn't work out. Things felt really different the two times I saw...

We are actually driving down the day before the party. My sister, who I am not open with, and introduced us, invited him. I don't know what is more comfortable, being surrounded by people you know, or one-on-one with me? I have never done this before.

Well when I asked him what was going on during a webcam chat a week ago he said he has just been really busy, he can't wait to see me when I get in, and can't I just hold on until I see him before being upset about how different things have been. He said he would show me his feelings haven't...

They have not met each other yet. I am hoping that fixes issues on Apple's side. He has been feeling a bit insecure at times and I have had to give him lots of reassurance. My first poly relationship made him uneasy about me falling in love with anyone. He doesn't want to see me torn up over...

I have been married to my beautiful husband, Apple, for thirteen years. He has always been more of the adventurous type. He is the reason I started my first poly relationship. It started as a year-long discussion about having a threesome and flirting with an online friend, Berry, I had for...