Recent content by schoolme

Dealling with the ups and downs Well things are getting better. YEAH! I think after I came on here and truely admited how I felt I was really able to deal with what it was that I was really feeling and it has given me the strength to move on. I never regret that things happen. I truely...

Heart Broken Yes I was fully aware of that Beauty was on here. I am no longer involved with Beauty and Bear in a dating fashion anymore. :( I believe that the lines of comunication fell apart somewhere awhile back and that eveyone including me quit talking about what we were really feeling...

WOW...I really shouldnt write on wednesdays...that is the day of the rape... I know that Beauty and Bear are trying to do what they feel is in my best intrest...So I cant really place blame on this all on them...I have been an emotional rollercoaster for the last 3 weeks... Magdlyn I have only...

I wish I knew what to do WOW!!! Its been 3 weeks now since the rape...My realationship with Bear is going pretty good...We have had to have some real heart to hearts because do to the fact that I was raped there is still no sexual penetration from him towards me...Which in many ways I precieve...

Well things in my triad were going great...Because of some issues about where I lived I allowed my baby girl Pinky to stay with Beauty and Bear so I could finish my college summer classes where I lived and I wanted my dauther to be somewhere she was safe and I knew that she would be very well...

I am new to all of this... I have never really bloged before but I am told that it will help to talk about things and that blogging in one way of doing it...So here I go on this new adventure I am recently new to this who polyamory lifestyle thing... I have know for awhile now that I was not...