Thank you for your words the other day.
I just put in my agenda a date every two weeks to talk. Our lives sometimes are so filled that it slips through.
I do talk with my love. We just often seem to misunderstand and then get so agry from loneliness and powerlessness. The most difficult times are when I express my pain, grief for losing "exclusiveness" and my husband just seems to sink away in his own pain, not feeling acknowledged for this by the world, or me. The strange thing is that at this point I can find comfort with Sas, she tells me how sorry she is for me hurting and this sooths. She doesn't tell me what I want, that she will stop having sex with my husband and find someone else (not very poly, he).
I'm going to send it now hoping I'm not loosing the text again.
Warm greeting, Estar
I just put in my agenda a date every two weeks to talk. Our lives sometimes are so filled that it slips through.
I do talk with my love. We just often seem to misunderstand and then get so agry from loneliness and powerlessness. The most difficult times are when I express my pain, grief for losing "exclusiveness" and my husband just seems to sink away in his own pain, not feeling acknowledged for this by the world, or me. The strange thing is that at this point I can find comfort with Sas, she tells me how sorry she is for me hurting and this sooths. She doesn't tell me what I want, that she will stop having sex with my husband and find someone else (not very poly, he).
I'm going to send it now hoping I'm not loosing the text again.
Warm greeting, Estar
