Search results

I'm feeling, I don't know, teary, hormonal, shorted, like I have very little control or input into nearly every area of my life right now. I have sent out emails for apartments, job applications, dealt with various insurance problems, and various school issues and I have made absolutely no...

resistance

Tired, really tired. My life is still in the middle of what appears to be a very long transition period but things are on the upswing. I finally have some funds and have sent out near a dozen emails about room rentals, I have a long term plan and hopefully, I will be able to get some temporary...

I have a few decks. My favorites are my Jasmine Becket Griffith, they are beautiful but a little difficult to handle and My voodoo deck because they were my first and a gift from my dad. :) I have a third deck that I actually use but I don't have them on me and don't remember the name of them...

Gamerboy and I are still sharing a place and its the cause of all sorts of stress and anxiety but financially I'm stuck for at least a few more months. I ended things in September of last year, tried to reconcile for few months in the winter but I've been done since long before September. After...

I totally agree with you on this point. I despised the idea that I should have sex whether I wanted to or would enjoy it simply because "I was supposed to/he wanted it." It turned sex into a commodity, something to be traded so I could have some free time or go out without him turning into a...

Chillstep, mostly Zedd, Blackmill and Thievery Corporation and, right this minute, Tegan and Sara.

I'm not this year but hope to at some point. If for no other reason than to say I've gone. :D

I'm having my own little anxiety fueled pity party. My birthday is next week which is always a bucketful of depressing, I have three papers due within the next six days, and my boyfriend is out of town until Friday, (not that long I know but still). yep, pool of self pity.

My favorite of the week. Him-Hey gorgeous, did you know about this celestial event that happens once in 23 years where Saturn and earth are the closet which makes two unknown people find each other and stay together! Lets take a ride into the country side to see this event. shall we ? I cant...

I'm feeling a little off center. Every time I think I have a good grasp on things I seem to get knocked off my feet either by my own actions or feelings or by someone else's behavior. It's not happening as often but still happening. You know when you run into an ex and in a short amount of...

As usual things are a mixed bag. Normally this is cool with me but lately it feels like two steps forward one step back. Gamerboy and I are at a frustrating stand still. I say I'm done, I've been done for a long time, the damage's been done, I can't, won't, do it again, (can you tell I'm...

Recent favorites Him:Nice Photoshoping Me:What photoshopping exactly? Him:In the second picture Me:I didn't photoshop any of my pictures but nice assumption Ugh Him: Do you have foot fetish Me:blocked Him:Hmmm yeah that was it:confused: Him:I have a smoking fetish, do you think that's...

I'm 5'3, although I usually insist on 5'4. I'm pretty curvy with a 34 D chest size and size four to eight pants depending on the brand. I have a short pixie cut, black roots and reddish tips, eleven piercings and six tattoos currently. I have a somewhat dominant personality, (in the vanilla...

Its been a long time since I posted here. Last September I think. On to the interesting stuff. Gamerboy and I were separated from September to mid December, got back together for 2-3 months for me to realize things still weren't working. Suffice it to say everything BLEW UP and all sorts of...

cuddle

Wolverine

Its the first day of school, for the older kids, and I'm starting to feel like a can breath again. Still feeling stressed about everything else but at least its progress.

i'm feeling caught between what i need and want for myself and what everyone else wants/needs from me. it's always felt like there wasn't time/room for my needs and after the way this summer has gone, it doesn't feel like anything has changed. it really needs to but i am unsure how to negotiate...

story