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I loved two people. Both toxic and unhealthy relationships. Cheating and lies and drugs involved. My solution was poly, and as we all know it isn’t a solution. So now I’m not with either people, but I really like the idea and have read so much and relate to it. I haven’t put it into actual...

I passed calculus.

There is an App called Feeld.

I can’t answer that one. Personally I would stop, I don’t like feeling uncomfortable, BUT the whole idea of polyamory is based around feeling uncomfortable and dissecting the reason. It also may boil down to your philosophy’s on sex. If you feel you could eveytually achieve comfort with a causal...

Just because you can orgasm with him doesn’t mean that Demi isn’t off the table. Being demisexual wouldn’t make it so that you don’t orgasm, but it could make you feel uncomfortable with the dynamic of the relationship. It could be that there isn’t enough emotional involvement on either end of...

My daughter started theater camp yesterday. So that’s cool, but I fear it will come with its own heartbreak and arguments. I’m worried she won’t get the part she wants. We will also fight about her level of commitment. I haven’t spoken to anyone but my family in iver 24 hours. Fun stuff. I...

Dude I think I am having withdraw from lack of human physical touch. Lack of sex is whatever, I took care of myself in that department for like two or three years. THE LACK OF SOMEONE PLAYING WITH MY HAIR THOUGH, I feel like I might die. haha. I just need to be cuddled, I need my head to be on a...

Okay more to discuss today. I saw the incredible two. It was good I suppose. Nothing on the news of poly except when discussing stuff with a person, I brought up that I was interested in threesomes. As usual the other person said threesomes with girls are okay but that he was "painfully...

So this weeks homework situation is better than the last two week due to my tutor helping after hours. I also feel a lot more comfortable with this weeks materials. I think I enjoy U-subbing. I am going to study so much this weekend since I don't have to focus on homework. Tomorrow I am suppose...

Well yesterday the house was in upheaval because my family was adding a door to a room that I am going to move into. Its a bitter sweet thing. I am happy that I will now have two rooms to put my things in. A living room and a bedroom. I have had a lot of things smashed into one room. It makes...

Today I’ve had some annoyance by the fact I could not text the ex in a friendly way. I really like residential architecture, so I look at houses all day on Zillow. I no longer have anyone to send the good ones to. He says he still going to lunch with his ex. It’s fine, he chooses to muddle in...

I have read Game of thrones. If I am being honest though, the fifth book I only skipped around to the characters I liked. I should probably give it another go and read it all. Well today I got my first calculus test back. The results were not great, I can still pass the class with it. I am...

Ello folks, I have decided to start a blog mapping out the next section of my life. It feels very new. I have recently told my Ex that I was not interested in getting back together and that we had a really codependent relationship and that space is a thing that I need. I recently had a...

I wouldn’t say he strung them along, but I believe he contemplated the idea of stringing one along and then decided against it. I think I’m unhappy and the advice to leave is one I should follow. He is also moving a girl he’s had sex with in as roommate. Thank you for talking me through this.

And I guess it’s the timing of things. I said I was going to see the person I met up with. Then he sends me me a screen shot of the message from his ex asking to have lunch. The message was sent the day before, but he was just telling me right after I said I was going to see the other person...

This does make me feel better that revenge dating is a thing that could happen and that it’s okay not to be okay with it. I feel like it’s revenge dating cause I finally met someone who was okay with the poly thing. I didn’t have any sort of feelings towards him in the least. It takes me awhile...

It is the same person from the other post. I just don’t know if revenge dating is a thing. I figured people would tell me that I am the one who wants poly and he is then handling it how he needs to handle it and that revenge dating is in my head. That I asked for this relationship style and now...

I will try being happy that he’s happy, but I don’t think it will work because he said he would be happy not dating people too, but that if I am going to he’s going to.

All very helpful advice. I guess it stems from me thinking he’s being spiteful by trying to keep it fair. Like to me it’s makimg me have negative thoughts about his personality because he’s like well you are doing this so I am going to too. So I guess I don’t feel like his intentions are valid...

It’s like dating fire, it hurts. So why would I do this? But I know it’s not okay to hurt someone and not be hurt in return. It’s unfair, I’m not emotionally intelligent enough to understand why it hurts.