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    The Notebook of JaneQSmythe

    Wow, i hope you're all okay after this😳
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    Fun and Frolic With Long-Term Love

    That's awful. I'm glad your loves are there for you ♥️
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    Kevin's Hetero MFM Poly-Fi V

    My cats will often hiss and carry on at each other if one is sick. I think they do notice/get freaked out by it. I'm sure they'll be fine once the illness is worked out
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    My blog

    The date went well, we had a good time. Neither of us has gotten in touch with the other since though. I usually let others reach out to me but maybe this time I'll go out of my comfort zone and reach out to her.
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    My blog

    It's been such a long time since I last posted in my blog. I'm currently in a pretty good place in my life, both romantically and personally. I live with two great roommates and four crazy cats (two are mine and two are my roommate's). Fairly recently my bf of a year and a half broke up, our...
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    Smelling the flowers

    That's my girl, Lockjaw, as a kitten, both my cats are Bengals. I'm actually lazy/busy and buy premade raw. The company that makes it is pretty great. It's called Red Dog Blue Kat. They are a local company here in Vancouver and use super high quality meat, I sometimes joke that my cats eat...
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    Kevin's Hetero MFM Poly-Fi V

    I love your "boring" life. It makes me feel peaceful
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    Smelling the flowers

    One of my cats has been on a raw diet since day one, the other since he wss a year and a half(when I got him), they are both 9 years old and I've never had to take them to the vet for a health related issue. My girl, Lockjaw, has perfect teeth as well. I definitely highly recommend it
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    My blog

    Actually, last week, he cancelled on me, at the last minute. He got really upset when I expressed my anger over that. He had anxiety all day about us meeting and then didn't feel up to meeting with me but didn't communicate with me that was how he was feeling. I was understandably angry. Then we...
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    My blog

    This is so difficult. It has been getting easier to get through days but anytime I think about Wolf it's like my heart just breaks over again. I texted with him a little bit yesterday. It makes me so sad, he's so cold toward me. We are going to see each other on Sunday, there are things I want...
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    My blog

    It's so hard to stop talking to him. He was the person I talked to the most in my life. There is no convincing him that counselling would help us. I asked him today if he'd be willing to try, he said no. I guess it really is over 😢
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    My blog

    Thanks for all your supportive words. I know things will get easier eventually and that I just have to wait it out. It's just so hard to feel this pain and want to turn to the one person who is the source of that pain but know that it's not a good idea. He really wants to stay friends with me. I...
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    My blog

    I gave it my all. I thought things were getting better between us. Last night, Wolf broke up with me. I'm so heart broken. I couldn't sleep, I can't stop crying, I just feel so hopeless and useless and like a huge failure. I don't love easily but when I do, it's big, I give it my all. I don't...
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    My blog

    I'm trying really hard to prepare myself to let go. Things seem to improve and then it's like Wolf forgets that I have feelings and forgets that I'm struggling. I don't know how to see and understand what, if anything he is doing to improve our relationship. I'm sick of being the one that is...
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    My blog

    You know those days when you wake up feeling awful about yourself and you have no motivation to get out of bed and you just want one particular person to send you a message and give you some affection but you know it won't happened unless you ask for it but then it feels forced? Yeah, that's...
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    My blog

    We have both taken the quiz, he knows what my love languages are. One of his top love languages is words of affirmation. He 100% knows what mine are. I talked to him about it last night. Just asked him if he understood what I was asking for. He said that he did and had thought he was being...
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    My blog

    I know that I may have to break up with him. It's looking more and more like that to me. The one thing I asked for and he agreed to try he hasn't even made an attempt. I know it's only been a couple of days but I haven't seen him in almost a week and have barely spoken to him in that time frame...
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    My blog

    Thanks for the reply Tinwen, He has cleared a lot of his stress at work. He was away for a week at a conference where he was giving a presentation, getting ready for this, while still doing his already high stress job was a huge source of the extra stuff. This is something I tried. He gets...
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    My blog

    On Sunday I was out with friends all day. Wolf was busy at a sci-fi/fantasy convention all weekend and so there was limited contact between us. I didn't hear from him till the evening on Sunday. It was hard for me not to hear from him because normally we are in contact all day. I had been...
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    My blog

    I just don't know what to do anymore. I don't know how to feel secure anymore. I just feel like I'm being annoying if I send a text to Wolf. But I am feeling a lack of support from him. I'm trying really hard to be positive. It's not easy when I feel like I have no connection at all. He's just...
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