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  1. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    So, time for another update! Things are good - being diligent with keeping up communication has definitely been key to making sure that I'm on a healthy, positive track. It's strange, telling Ms. Fisher about the things that upset me or make me uncomfortable. I've always kept that to myself...
  2. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Yeah, I don't think that's where my head is at. I can deal with jealousy now - I just see it as a reminder of I want from Ms Fisher. The fantasy, though. It wasn't driven by my jealousy, it just sort of shouldered it out of the way while I was enjoying the thought of her changing his religion!
  3. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    What a week! I haven't posted a blog these past seven days, and it sort of feels like I'm letting it slip. I've just been so busy! I finally managed to direct some of my exuberant energy to being more productive, instead of just writing about it. As helpful as the writing has been, and I'm sure...
  4. Polycurious_Adam

    Fellow Miners and Crafters!

    Well, it's still at least a couple of months away, and it's an open invitation - no deadline unless a LOT of people try to join, but that's unlikely. 🙂
  5. Polycurious_Adam

    Please hear me out!

    I threw in my two cents! I hope you get a lot of responses; this is a great place to find the information you're after!
  6. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    So this is what having a full life feels like. I didn't think I would ever feel this. I've always felt like I should have been doing more with my days, and in a lot of ways, I should have indeed. Now that I've caught the wave, I can feel everything rushing up to push me ahead, ever faster. My...
  7. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    More positive vibes today, folks! Despite Magdlyn's sincere and honest concern for public health, which I appreciate, I returned to bar last night. I had a sign from the universe to follow up on, after all. (And yes, I can see you rolling your eyes at me, Mag. 😉) I realized soon after my last...
  8. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Not having a running vehicle is certainly inconvenient, but catching the bus to work does give me a good slice of time to blog in the morning. Yesterday was another good day! Not only did I finally find the motivation to get more active in my household responsibilities, but I also untied another...
  9. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Today has been a great day! Yesterday, my car broke down, so I had to catch the bus to work, but that's not so bad. I had a chat with Buttercup while I was at work. I'm starting to really like her; not the hypersocial try-harding I was doing at first. We're peers in this poly exploration. It's...
  10. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Wow. That was a mood. Sleep helped a lot. We've been looking at a financial pinch comming, and that got resolved last night, so that might have had something to do with how I was feeling, too. Yesterday, when I got home from work, I didn't know if we were going to have the money to get by for...
  11. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    I'm not proud of the way I've behaved in the past. I have some serious behavior issues that I can't just blame on living monogamously, or being depressed. I have a bad habit of getting defensive when Ms Fisher points out things that I'm doing wrong. I hate admitting that I've done things to hurt...
  12. Polycurious_Adam

    Fellow Miners and Crafters!

    I'm a chess player myself. Played my first game in years about a week ago. I mated 3 for 3 with my buddy Kevin. Then we played Magic the Gathering instead. Minecraft is a really cool game. It combines action, horror, comedy, creativity, social networking, etc... But it will take a big chunk of...
  13. Polycurious_Adam

    Fellow Miners and Crafters!

    So, while I had used it for years as a source of stimulation in my cloistered, mono life, I really do like to play Minecraft. Ever since I started playing video games, I've wanted to make, or at least play a game with a fully changeable environment. I started playing Minecraft, oh, about 15...
  14. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Sunday morning, and the last remnants of my Saturday hangover from Friday night at Kevin's house are almost beneath notice. Kevin just kept pouring whiskey into that Han Solo double shot glass when I wasn't looking. I knew I had to shoot fast. Its Han ****ing Solo! And so I went, beyond my...
  15. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    It's been a couple of days since my last blog. The inspiration is still flowing, but I've been directing more of that energy to nurturing my relationships and meeting more people. I think I'm addicted to it. Not the NRE exactly, but the thrill of just meeting people! I can't believe how tightly...
  16. Polycurious_Adam

    Im thinking of writing professionally...

    Thanks for the pointers! I'll keep those in mind if I go for book publication, but I think I'm more comfortable with the idea of writing articles for now. I tend to flounder on extended projects. Maybe that's one of those things I'll be able to improve upon with my new life outlook!
  17. Polycurious_Adam

    Experimenting with high-dose NRE

    Experimenting with high-dose NRE
  18. Polycurious_Adam

    Poly coming-out to myself while in a mono relationship

    I was in a monogamous relationship for 11 years with my poly partner before I was able to understand poly well enough to seriously consider it for myself. Being mono gave me an illusion of security through fidelity, and I swallowed it whole. It didn't stop me from feeling jealous or possessive...
  19. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    Two entries in one day. I must be be inspired by something. What is it? I've been thinking lately about how Im not afraid anymore of falling in love with someone. It's not just that I know I will never ask for the bondage of co-ownership again. My future is destined to be a trail of broken...
  20. Polycurious_Adam

    I should have known!

    I'm really excited about some new developments in my relationship with ... I'm not actually going to say whom. Because I'm pretty sure she'll be reading this, and I don't want her to feel like I'm putting her in the spotlight here. She knows who she is, and I think she knows exactly the...
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