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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I have distanced myself from those parties, and I have also got confirmed that I haven't got any STDs or anything like that. I also feel that this is really only about the physical attraction part, and that part isn't really that appealing anymore, so I believe that I will be able to stay away...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    Yeah - I guess maybe I should ask him about it outside of those parties, so that it becomes more between just me and him. It's true that most of the time at those parties made me feel like just one in the bunch: we did usually start our parties like normal party gatherings, and acted like...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I guess that is how it is, yes. In the beginnimg I was purely focused on coming to the sex part with him, but then I started to feel uncomfortable with that, since I didn't feel noticed by him. It was only the moments when he actually had sex with me that were thrilling, and then the rest of the...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I guess the best way that I can put it is that I accept being part of that "crowd of girls", since this gives me chances to have sex with him. And I am wildly attracted to him on a physical level, so that is what happens. I was even okay with feeling humiliated, like accept that he possibly...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I am not very sure about that; I know that he is very used to having sex with several girls at the same time like that, and I do feel quite humiliated by it. This is especially true when things turn into this situation when all the girls are starting to bend forward over the bed and wait for him...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    Yeah, I will try that. Right now, I feel like I am almost invisible to him, and that I am just "another girl" who is into him. But I don't feel that way about him; he has a certain charm about him that makes him even more attractive - he isn't cocky or anything, he is just confident in a relaxed...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    Well, this particular guy is unusually atttactive, so he gets reactions from girls that are extremely unusual. And I am guessing that the other girls who meet him are just eager for the physical parts; I certainly felt that way myself for a long time. The thing that makes me a bit worried is...
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I guess so. It feels quite complicated, and I am not sure what he feels about me.
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    Polyamory relationship with an extremely desired man, and unsure what I want

    I am 18 years old. I study in high school at the moment, and I have been having dates with a guy at my school who I have always found madly attractive, and it turned out that other girls felt that same way about him. Basically, he is this popular guy who all girls are always crushing on, and who...
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