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I'm sorry I haven't been around as much as I would have liked to, LR. I have no words, but... I understand. And I'm here. Text me, I'll reply. Miss you.

Hun... wishing you wonderful days of sunshine. I hope the trip is drama free and you get what you need :)

Not that I'm going to hijack your thread LR - but yeah. That. I'm giving clear information about what I need, what I want, and what I'm able to offer. And I've been accused of only wanting what's best for ME, not what's best for US. But what he sees is what's best for US isn't what's...

((((HUGS))))) I so badly want to hug you in person. If I had the money I'd be up there in 2 heartbeats (maybe 3) I wish there was more I could do for you. ((((HUGS))))

That ended. They are not compatible on a few different levels. She and I are more compatible - but they are not.

I'm somewhat emotionally wrecked. Wish I could be there for a friend of mine. Want 2 things that are diametrically opposed. Feeling like there's no where to lean safely. *sigh*

Just to be clear - it was me that broke a boundary. I didnt' see it as a huge breach of trust - but he does. I didn't see it as a HUGE boundary - but he did. I must have known something was wrong - because I did it, and didn't tell him, and finally threw it in his face in the middle of an...

Things have ended with Amber. She is my friend, we still talk and hang out, but the whole relationship thing has ended. Azorkane and I are having issues - not related to Amber - and there is some strain and stress on our relationship right now.

Yeah. That. 2 days, and he's going to move in with you?

Broken Boundaries/Broken Trust I will do a search, but how do you regain trust when a boundary has been broken?

I want to (((HUG))) you in person. Fly out here... escape if you want. I love you. I know that life sucks in a lot of ways. But I love you even if I can't be there to physically support you. And I also know how much that sucks when you have someone all ready to help but seriously far away...

So Azorkane, despite falling for Amber, has told her he needs to take a step back. She hasn't texted me or him all day today. Regardless of the relationship with all three of us, I miss my friend. I'm used to her texting with me all freaking day and now... radio silence. I haz a sad. :(

Absolutely fantastic night with Azorkane last night. Missed Amber. We haven't spent a lot of time with her recently. But it was amazing between Azorkane and I. I am a happy, happy woman this morning :)

Got to spend an evening with Amber & Azorkane watching a movie. It was lovely, great snuggles and cuddles. Then last night - my life imploded. Azorkane and I started fighting, sorta, and I didn't know what it was over. Amber and I were hanging out while he went off and did his thing -...

My man and I are "sharing" a girlfriend (she insists it's *not* a relationship LMFAO). We're all cuddle buddies. We have sleepovers at each others' houses. We do stuff together and apart. But it's been an adventure so far :)

Kinda pissy actually. That's how I'm doing. I'm DONE with kids and their attitudes. DONE. Seriously NOT Happy about it. Between the snarky responses I get from some of them, and the outright refusal from others, to the silent just stoppage, to the big sad eyes and tears... I'm done...

I am a little concerned about Amber. She's off. Pissy. Very independant. And not in a great mood lately. I know it has nothing to do with me or Azorkane - she's pissed off at her boss, pissed off at her knee injury, pissed off at her body that won't heal as quick as she'd like and...

WE have this tendency to get into these fights where he'll get mad (*upset*), then he'll withdraw from me, I'll get mad at him for not talking to me, and either I'll go somewhere and cry or we'll fight... loudly. Last night he did something that made me see red. I stopped talking to him...

Today I am content. He spent the night at her house on Wednesday night. I spent the night at her house on Thursday night. We'd hoped that she'd stay at our house last night - but she wanted to be home. We ended up watching a family movie and snuggling on our couch and some amazing sex...

Thanks for all the comments. I have 5 kids ranging from 8 - 14. 1 is diagnosed special needs, 1 is suspected and 1 has a learning disability. I have a dog I'm training. I have hobbies. I have some friends (although not a lot of them come over to visit) My anxieties run through me...