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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    Last night, me and Ray talked. I did tell Ray that I had been childish. I was being a childish little girl who wanted what she wanted and went about it the wrong way, and I did expect too much of him. I knew that I didn't ask Ray for what I wanted, and I was childish, in a big way. I did...
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    My Life As A Shared Wife

    10/5/2014 (Part two) When me and Michelle and Nikki and Nikki's husband Dave and Roy and Ray have been in the hot tub together, It was obvious who the MEN were. Me and Michelle and Nikki have all been sexual with both David and Roy. Since Nikki has had sex with Roy, several times, as well as...
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    My Life As A Shared Wife

    10/5/2014 (Part One) Kevin; Thank you for your response. I agree that Ray needs a lot of instruction and direction. The funny thing is that Ray is the reason that I am who I am today. Before meeting Ray I never dated more than one man at a time. Other than when I was younger, I never got...
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    My Life As A Shared Wife

    I started a thread in another area of the forum that went as follows . . . I Wish my hubby was more like new boyfriend I have played with several men in the past, and I have a semi-steady boyfriend, but I have met a new man that I have really fallen for. He is not entirely available as often as...
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    I Wish my hubby was more like new boyfriend

    Here it is http://www.polyamory.com/forum/showthread.php?t=71308
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    My Life As A Shared Wife

    My Life As A Sahred Wife (Cont.) I enjoy sex with my husband and his tiny, little penis. Yet, I also enjoy men who are larger cocked than my husband is. One night I pushed my husband's little guy inside of him. I asked my husband if all men's cocks could do that. He said no. I was actually...
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    My Life As A Shared Wife

    I have been thinking a lot lately about who I am and who I have been. I truly believe that I was a Temple Priestess in ancient times. I believe that men came to me, to worship the Goddess through me, and through them I was able to worship as well. In the Temples of the old ways people would go...
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    Would you leave or stay

    Once you have passed from monogamy, it is very hard to go back, if not impossible. You may not want what is happening, but it is happening. And you have to deal with it, too. My husband hears me tell my BF that I love him, too. I am not going to lie about that. And my BF does for me things...
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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    I want to thank you for your advice. The thing is that when we have had live-in lovers, they woke me up at that time of morning and made love to me. Ray has always said that he could never do that, especially if I was sound asleep. Ray has said that it turned him on when ever it happened, but...
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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    The thing with me and Ray is that even when he shaves me, he doesn't see it as sexual. When I ask him if he wants sex with me, he says, "Sure." When I go to bed and tell him I want him, he takes his time joining me. Ray has never said no to me as far as having sex with me, either. The thing...
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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    It concerns me as well. Although my husband is divorced from his ex-wife, they do still get together at times. And they still deep kiss. Ray has said that he and his ex have always deep kissed, and he likes to deep kiss. I spoke with Rays ex a few days ago, and she said that she and Ray...
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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    I thank you for your response. I know we haven't communicated well the whole time Ray and I have been together. And I have wanted us to be more able to communicate on the same level. And I am hoping that counseling will help both of us in that area. Ray does shut down easily, and sadly my...
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    What did I do wrong? Or did I?

    This morning, around 3:45AM my husband got up to use the bathroom, then I had to go. I asked Ray if he wanted to play a little before we fell back to sleep. He said, "sure." Ray got himself up and we did what I call the lazy X. In this position I can put my leg over his and he can actually get...
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    All of half-decent single women I meet would never want poly

    If we are talking about the same type of plumbing, I have a lot of plumbing that needs to be done, and it make take a few plumbers to get the job done.
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    All of half-decent single women I meet would never want poly

    I am married to my husband, and I have a LDR BF, Roy, who is married. His wife knows about our romantic relationship, and she has been okay with it for some time. I also have one lover that I see every Wednesday night, and have for about three years now. He is married, and I have met his wife...
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    Would you leave or stay

    In mine and Rays early relationship, I left him three different times. And each time it was because Ray had let his ex-wife and kids move in with us. When Ray's ex and kids lived with us, it was tough, to say the least. The first time I left him was because he wouldn't defend me against his...
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    I Wish my hubby was more like new boyfriend

    I had to respond to this, only because I run into this a lot. Too often people read my writing in one forum or another. And when they read of my life, that I really live, they say it sounds like fantasy. I am always amazed at how many people do not live their lives, and think that others...
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    Ever wonder if some "polyamorists" are just NRE junkies?

    I have a husband that I love dearly, a LDR BF and a new BF that I am involved with romantically and physically, yet I also see other men purely for sexual reasons. My husband and my LDR BF are my main men in my life. They are the ones that I love deepest and most often. My FWBs are men I just...
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    I Wish my hubby was more like new boyfriend

    Well, we went to see a therapist. Her name is Margaret. She specializes in everything from abuse to voyeurism. She is also involved in a poly relationship of her own. Margaret was very pleasant, and had a smile for both me and Ray. As soon as we walked into her office, and she introduced...
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