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So here I am with my partner Bunny out on a date with someone. To clarify it is a sex date. I find these times to be the hardest part of all of this. We don't have a time limit on these kind of things. So I don't know when she will be back or what she has planned. I find myself sulking on the...

Frustration So today I just want to talk about the fact that I told my mother. Things did not go well. I told her that we had an open relationship and I think her exact words were " I don't like this. This will end with you feeling sorrowful and broken," so yeah. It did not go well at all. I...

A sad day So first things first! We still haven't gone out with our couple for the actual sex date. Bunny is still bleeding. I have to say that this has caused for some choppy waters for us. While sex isn't the most important thing to me it just has been tough lately. So secondly, lets talk...

My personal search for someone goes with great slowness. It is not that I need to meet anyone right away. I am just picky about what I want. All great things take time. I have started talking to one of my ex's. I am not sure where this one stands though because she is happily married to someone...

Sexless date So first off thank you both for letting me know where to go with my questions. I have to say I did not intend it. I left the story at a rather dark night in my life. So Bunny came back from her date night with The Lumberjack glowing. We talked about it and from what she told me...

A grounding of self Alright I suppose I need to take a few minutes to ground my feelings. So as I type this I just sent Bunny of for a late night hangout with the Lumberjack. I don't know if it was the unplanned nature of the visit or her hanging out with him in general. But jeez my anxiety is...

My thoughts Hello Dangermouse. I am new to poly and I don't exactly know how much my opinion is worth. But. From what your post says I would say that you have come to the right place first of all. While it is important that each poly relationship is different it is important to identify and...

Something profound So today and Bunny were talking about our other couple that we recently started talking to. We were just smoking a cigarette together and she said that through all of the drama and arguing. Through the hurt feelings and backwards emotions this whole thing feels so light. It...

Opening up and explorations Okay fellow poly people it's story time. So I have some huge things to talk about today. So first off I wanted to talk the Polyamory toolkit. I LOVE this book. I finished it today and I have to say I love so many of the concepts that book has taught me. I feel...

Quote that has stuck with me Goood afternoon. Just a quick update today. I just wanted to share a quote that has stuck with me. I actually found this while browsing Reddit I believe before all of this got started. It is the kind of quote that I have found different meaning in each time I read...

Smooth sailing It feels good to talk today about good positive things. My work life is actually going really well. I was able to take the day off and nothing blew up when I left. So Bunny and I got to spend the day together. We are having a wonderful day. I am just my goofy dumb self and I made...

It is mostly the fact that I said one thing then did another. I really try to hold myself accountable for the things I say. Plus I am not okay with letting myself get carried away and hurt her.

RIP... Backslide time So this is just a small thing. But it kind of shook me up a little bit. Bunny and I were having a nice time taking a shower together. Well last night the lumberjack was fairly rough with bunny last night. He is also a Dom. So needless to say that Bunny came home with...

Homecumimng Welcome back! So let me give you a play by play of what happened last night. So I actually went to sleep pretty early.. I felt exhausted from feeling so much last night when she left. So I awoke to sexy time from Bunny. Which I found to be extremely erotic. and sweet :) So...

Update. And in my feelings So first off I should make you aware o reader that I have just sent my partner off to have sex for the first time. My feelings are very raw right now.. I find it easy to lean into my basic way of thinking. Now it is key to the story that I catch you up on a few...

Update! Second date time! Alright as I am sitting to write this Bunny is getting ready for a date with.. lets give him a name... The Lumberjack ( Bahaha inside joke. Lets just say.. Bunny has a type). So bunny is getting ready to go on a unplanned second date with the Lumberjack. Cue irrational...

Book three IKR! I know so much new content is coming. But I just feel like a spurned lover about this third book. I have gone from loving him, hating him, to just a resigned ache for book three. From that first page of book one I was enchanted till the very end of book two! I have so many...

So first off, Hello everyone! I apologize in advance for my sub par spelling and grammar structure. Thank you all for being with me through this interesting time in my life.. So I am not sure how to start this blog or where it will go from here but I feel as if writing down my thoughts really...

So first off. Hello everyone, I have been lurking here in the shadows for a week or so and I feel ready to talk about stuff So I have been engaged now for five years to the same woman. Lets call her B. B and I have always been extremely close and we have spent the better part of every day of...