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No not done No I am not done I am hurt and I am angry but I am not done i have done the work to accept so much... I wasn't ready for this and in the hurt I have shut down I was just curious if anyone else has worked through this... A year ago I was this devastated over oral sex and it...

I will keep this brief Background - married 12 years BDSM relationship 2 years ago He asked to take a slave... He struggled for a very long time feeling guilty and never moved forward with her outside of threesomes... She now lives with U/us as His slave and yes they now have a sexual...

I like roller coasters...really I do but not emotional roller coasters! So...I am getting to know my Husbands slave better...learning about her and her past and what she has been through...we are so so different and yet so alike...I can empathize with her and genuinely want her to be happy...I...

... i just turned 40...He is almost 50 And yes the D/s isn't working right now i would be a lot better emotionally i think if it were... He is just ... Stuck i am getting better at not comparing and just working on myself and my relationship with my husband :) Two years ago my marriage was a...

Very complicated Yes. Very complicated and honestly I keep trying to be brief but there is so much to it :) i enjoy sex fine with my husband it's when it's a group situation i panic a little and will make sure i receive the least amount of attention... my husband is aware of this and...

Yes I am a DDS and He does all of the business so I can focus on kids... I was a single mom of three and no dentist would help my daughter with an abscesses tooth (she was two)... I did something about it and now see 80-100 patients a day bc other dentists won't see Medicaid... We all met six...

Come to think if it... Ty YAH right in front of my eyes but i didn't see it... Boundaries messed up yes But the last few months since i said let's try again... He hasn't been filling His role as Mater like He normally would... I'm flying this plane! How did i miss that? Think i will wait...

Sorry... i should not post while running errands :) Kids LOVE her they have no idea about anything else except that now they get to do a lot more activities bc three people can drive them... They stay at the house all the time... Last night i took them out and was doing things with them so it...

Not really... Given out bdsm dynamic i would lose so much if i were free to see other people... im just annoyed in principle :) most of the time she is fine and a help with my teens that need taken to so many activities i just flipping lost it when she was mad that i stayed at my own house on...

Yes... i think you have a valid point... i was certainly shocked at my outburst ... Both of my parents were doctors and they taught me from a young age to act logically and set aside emotion...oops i will have to think on that for a while... It felt like the last straw and the end if the...

Ugh Alright i just suck Cuz somehow im apologizing Seriously? Plz shoot me im everything my feminist mother told me not to b Pathetic

Sorry no they have been friends for six years... Tried twice to be more He could never act on it Honestly He is mono but about to be fifty and midlife crisis fantasy better than reality... When i say moved in i should also state she has her own place She and He have not yet even acted much...

Nvm too much to explain

Dom/sub/slave Bdsm is priority in O/our home... just sort of happened that Master took a slave i am still processing that :)

If you haven't seen this... So funny :) Search youtube it's not about the nail or follow link https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=-4EDhdAHrOg Still amused ~epi

Two cents i was raised atheist... most of my family are Physicians... Very science logic based some...experiences in my life... undeniable for me unbelievable for anyone else have changed me from atheist to having a deep knowledge that there is more to existence and afterlife than we have any...

It's not nice to laugh... Ok it's not nice to laugh at someone else's expense... But(!!!) For the last two years Masters prospective other has made me feel like an idiot because of how jealous i am about her time with Master (no T/they aren't having sex yet)...time and time again she really...

Amazing It's pretty amazing to me how similar our situations are... you are just farther down the road than i am bc Master hasn't yet had sex alone with her... Scares me... A lot... It won't ever be the same but what if it's better? i am terrified of change (it's so bad my staff send me...

Wow i find this thread very disheartening... Maybe it's my definition of compare... when i compare things i am analyzing and evaluating for which is better... in my definition of compare i don't compare my friends or my family... i compared boyfriends when i was looking to get married but...

Fwiw i don't really identify myself as poly... in my current relationship i am definitely mono... With that said... before i met my husband i was a single mom and had made the decision that my children had already been abandoned by their dad (and my mom was terminally then...too much loss for...