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more rambling....blah so i wrote out a really really crazy long rambling...then i deleted it...i don't know that anyone would have followed my train of thought...anyway this weekend i learned: 1- i have more severe control issues than i thought...i drank massive amounts of alcohol and wasnt'...

Venting So... Three consenting adults a three day weekend and lots of alcohol It seems the "v" i am in may(?) be heading towards a triad... Before the weekend some conversations between Masters slave and i got very interesting...some potential there at least threesomes are a lot more...

Yes please!

Less than... Today i just feel like now that He is with her... i am less than... O/our relationship is less than... How the hell can i feel good about myself that He wants to be with someone else to fill voids i don't? i don't buy that u can't be someone's everything... He IS my...

i can relate... i have had so many nights like that and my Master isn't even going past second base with His slave yet...she is bi but she and i just have zero chemistry ... i hope it gets easier... i almost lost it a few days ago when T/they were out of town overnight... Emotions...i wish...

Yikes So today it seems i get to deal with that lovely inner demon that likes to twist things/events/words in the worst (and most painful) ... my Husband and His potential slave were alone in my home last night... Nothing new there but this morning... no good morning text... No reply to my...

epiphany (p3) i won't say i don't still struggle...a lot... with self loathing and wanting to make everthing about what a failure i am...i just work very hard every day to not succumb to that...i am overweight...i can fix that...i am not the prettiest girl but even the pretty girls think...

epiphany (pt2) i was the dutiful submissive...i worked hard at befriending her and easing her comfort that everything was ok...and i worked hard convincing Him i was ok...nothing was going on between them at this point...lots of talking but nothing was happening...i wanted 100% disclosure He...

Several weeks ago i posted a thread asking for advice. i had some very insightful replies that really helped me but more than anything...reading what everyone else was posting really brought me to a better sense of clarity. In my original post i left out a lot of details for simplicity sake. i...

Wow...such a beautiful thing to say...I read this last night and have been thinking about it all day...in the emotional place I am right now with so much changing after so many years... these words really reached me and helped me put some things in perspective about Master and His new...

i don't handle change well...i mean seriously i don't handle it well...Master has been all mine and devoted to me for so long...i guess i thought i would feel less special...please note i am saying FEEL...logically i know better...after reading through this forum though i have learned soooooo...

Agreed Yes and i do expect that and even to an extent agree... there is a part of me that although i don't have any desire to go out of O/our dynamic ... i get the double standard ... i can completely see where it would upset others and they would see it as unfair... Lifestyles are different i...

thank you Thank you :) yes i am willing...i know i am able just have to get over the initial hurdle and hurts...O/our relationship and love is strong and i am confident in that no matter what happens He and i will be fine...there has been months of talking by all three of U/u/us and...

First off... i should explain that my husband and i are a BDSM couple with Him as Master as me as His submissive...i am extremely well educated and capable of being both strong minded and independent so please don't waste anyone's time judging O/our relationship. We have been married and mostly...