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Thank you for your comment and reassurance, @JaneQSmythe I felt like I haven't been documenting my life due to fear of doubt creeping in, but reading that gave me more confidence in myself. ❤️❤️

I have had a WEEKEND. I'm gonna log on through my computer to update my blog, but holy crud what a weekend!

I finally told Zero about the role playing. It was eating me up, not gonna lie. When it had started, I had made sure to allow Zero to peak over my shoulder a few times to see that it was harmless and nothing explicit. He didn't make any comments about what he saw the entire time. This was non...

I thought I should update here, since I've talked so much on the introduction page, but I finally had a talk with Zero. I honestly try not to bring up my polyamory too too much around anyone, because it's so weird and widely unaccepted in some groups I'm in. But my closest friends know I'm poly...

I have a bit of anxiety when it comes to leaving long-term relationships, like, when I left my mom, I wasn't allowed to take a lot of clothes, books, or my art supplies, because she bought them and threatened to call the police on me for stealing them. I know she would've, even if it was an...

I have one in mind, but I don't think it's gonna get me anywhere. Right now, I'm currently in school to get my bachelor's in illustration. With that degree, hopefully I can get a job in a publishing company that I can keep for a long time rather than working retail and service and getting fired...

In all honesty, I've placed myself in limbo because having this conversation is so tiring. Zero and I broke up once during the five year mark. I lived with my narcissistic mother and family at the time. It reminded me why I wanted to kill myself and I was on my way out, too, had Zero not said...

I know I'm polyamorous. Sometimes I can't express it well because people think I'm whoring when I mention it, and I'm not like that at all. Also, cheating seems like such a pretty bow on my situation. It feels more like I'm leading them both on rather than cheating on one or the other. Tony had...

Hello~ I'm new to this site, so forgive me if I'm vague. I was the one who brought it up. At the time I was still learning a lot about myself, since I'd only just escaped my abusive family. Still though, it came after bf admitted he had trauma about it. I was afraid of mentioning it for months...

I love being touched. Holding hands, rubbing my back, hand on knee or thigh, hugs, forehead kisses, any and all of this while having a serious discussion is relaxing and soothing. Doing it in general may or may not turn me on, but it does make me feel loved and is the easiest way to initiate...

Hey, y'all. I'm Kes. I'm a pansexual polyamorous person. I've been dating my high school sweetheart, Zero, for about ten years now. (For privacy purposes, imma use throwaway names.) About a year into our relationship, I told him I was polyamorous and wanted an open relationship. He didn't take...