My husband, his girlfriend, and I have started a blog together. I think it was genius of Hubby to suggest it because it gives us a view to the others' inner thoughts that is priceless.
It could just be me but I found this blog to be beautiful and painful. You seem so conflicted by a desire to have security in a relationship and total freedom to let relationships go to whatever depth is natural to them. You're desire to want to experience people on all levels is something I am familiar with although not in myself.
Your blog has affected me, sadenned me and enlightened me. I hope to hear more from you.
It could just be me but I found this blog to be beautiful and painful. You seem so conflicted by a desire to have security in a relationship and total freedom to let relationships go to whatever depth is natural to them. Your desire to want to experience people on all levels is something I am familiar with although not in myself.
Your blog has saddened me and enlightened me. I hope to hear more from you.