Polyamory

Hi all! My name is Mary, and I am in Colorado Springs. I am eight years married in an ENM relationship, but have acknowledged that I am polyamorous while my husband is not. We are struggling profoundly with this, and with the fact that I have been trying to get my poly needs met without being completely honest with him. That was wrong, I am owning that, and now we’re trying to find our way forward. I’m hoping on this forum to find others who have navigated polyamory discordant relationships, and to simply learn more about how people learn to celebrate this part of themselves. Thank you