Ren-Ren-Dreaming
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It's funny, I am a caregiver at heart. It's what I do. What I have always done.
From before I can remember my concern has always been for others but for awhile I let myself dream a silly dream.
A dream where my plans were also about caring for me. My needs and wants. I have always planned to add others to my life but to be honest in my mind I was always by myself. Taking care of a whole life in and carrying a world.
For awhile there was this dream and I know it was a dream because my heart sang when it would dance in the corners of my subconscious plus we lived in the trees.
My name is probably not a good thing to put on a site I found six hours ago but you can call me Ren or Ren-Ren or Reny.
I am twenty years old. I am pursuing an undergraduate in Business administration with a focus on marketing and family business. I am hoping to go to graduate school.
I am bi-sexual. That might be pertinent.
I also would kick ass at scrabble if I could sit still long enough to play.
I like reading alot but at any given time I am in the middle of probably 20 different series. I read a book or so a day though so I gt through them.
I am going to adopt kids before I have any biologically. I plan to live on land close enough to people that I can have a meaningful community but far enough away that I won't end up having to share my apocalypse plans with them. (You can't make a winky laughing emoji on here but that's what exists in this spot)
I used to have this fantasy where I had a whole web of interconnected poly relationships and we lived in tree houses but they were super cool with all the creature comforts and we had like eleven kids and I never had to talk to people ever again if I didn't want to. Also a large percentage of my partners knew how to make delicious coffee. Keep in mind that this literally started as a dream before I even knew what polyamory was.
Anyways I was actually just wondering if when other people were imagining cookie cutter suburb palace relationships or dreaming of a prince charming if there were any other folks dreaming a almost silly dream
From before I can remember my concern has always been for others but for awhile I let myself dream a silly dream.
A dream where my plans were also about caring for me. My needs and wants. I have always planned to add others to my life but to be honest in my mind I was always by myself. Taking care of a whole life in and carrying a world.
For awhile there was this dream and I know it was a dream because my heart sang when it would dance in the corners of my subconscious plus we lived in the trees.
My name is probably not a good thing to put on a site I found six hours ago but you can call me Ren or Ren-Ren or Reny.
I am twenty years old. I am pursuing an undergraduate in Business administration with a focus on marketing and family business. I am hoping to go to graduate school.
I am bi-sexual. That might be pertinent.
I also would kick ass at scrabble if I could sit still long enough to play.
I like reading alot but at any given time I am in the middle of probably 20 different series. I read a book or so a day though so I gt through them.
I am going to adopt kids before I have any biologically. I plan to live on land close enough to people that I can have a meaningful community but far enough away that I won't end up having to share my apocalypse plans with them. (You can't make a winky laughing emoji on here but that's what exists in this spot)
I used to have this fantasy where I had a whole web of interconnected poly relationships and we lived in tree houses but they were super cool with all the creature comforts and we had like eleven kids and I never had to talk to people ever again if I didn't want to. Also a large percentage of my partners knew how to make delicious coffee. Keep in mind that this literally started as a dream before I even knew what polyamory was.
Anyways I was actually just wondering if when other people were imagining cookie cutter suburb palace relationships or dreaming of a prince charming if there were any other folks dreaming a almost silly dream