Hey everyone, i am 35 straight mother of 2 small kids in a long term relationship. Love my partner (father of my kids) but we lost the spark and don't have sex amymore. I adore him and want to continue a loving relationship with him. I miss meeting new people and having novel sex. I am also bicurious. I would love to have more relationships and hate the thought of being stuck with my partner (although I do not want to leave him) and unable to explore more. I suggested polyamory to him briefly and he told me the next day that it made him upset to think of me with others so I have not brought it up again. What should I do? Am I poly? Or just bored/confused? Would so appreciate advice. Thank you!