I'm so glad to hear this! I've been concerned that you weren't getting what you really needed/wanted with Gia & Eric. (Not that you needed to get everything from one person, but you know what I mean.)
If things keep going well with Clay, I think things will go even better with Gia too, because the pressure on her will be less.
Keep us posted!
I thought about what I wrote just now and felt kind of reproachful towards myself. I've seen people -- not close friends, but friends -- lose all perspective with nre before and get burned. I need to remember that, no matter how good this feels, I can't make too many assumptions. I'm not going to try to pull things back, but I have to be careful not to set myself up for too big of a fall if things don't pan out somehow. Right now, the idea of being without him makes life seem awfully lonely.
I was thinking about the same topic while reading your entries (here and on your tumblr) but I want to add something else: Yes, you are right to stay wary and not fall too deep right now, but honestly, this seems to be what you needed so much and now that you found it, I can understand that you are loosing yourself a bit. Even if this is bound to end some time soon, no one will be able steel those moments ever again. But of course, I hope that you two are going to last some time, it's lovely to read about you You seem to match so well.
Wishing you luck, love and more adventurous lovemaking to come into your life
Anna, thank you so much for chronicling your journey here so thoroughly.
I read all 72 pages!
I recently started a D/s poly relationship. It's my first poly experience. I never thought I would do this. I'm a secondary and I'm a sub.
I fell hard in just 1 month. Actually after the first week. Serious NRE. Totally overwhelming. I couldn't think straight.
I feel like I should start my own thread to iron out all the feelings.