Recent content by anya1991

you are absolutely right. that is the one thing i am mainly focusing on just forgiving completely and starting this new chapter.....

maybe im just a cynic or maybe im just hearing what i want to hear and thats why i stay or maybe its the truth and i someone cant make a decision based on this i have tried to cut ties and each time im giving a dont give up on us most recently i had started an argument and felt i should leave...

i just dont know why i feel like this everything has been sorted out they havent been causing problems and now im the source of the problem because everything i didnt want in this relationship being done im doing and i just dont know why its me now to carry this vicious cycle or why i even...

hello, i am back with some lost thoughts. everything seems good fairly now i took a break cam back we had a falling out and tried working on this it seems that its just me now whose on the corner of it all. i dont know what happened like i feel like im losing my mind. its like i have no patience...

i regret to inform you all that i have made the decision of leaving my bf anf gf i came back from vacation and was informed that gf yet again told bf that she initially wants monogamy but he wont give it to her and she cannot give him what he truly wants which is to be truly happy in a...

i hope so too. i felt like me leaving for these ten days would probably make bf just realize he would only want one girlfriend or maybe that he can only give her attention solely with with me not being in the picture, but idk she doesnt want to leave and she says that she does want to be with me...

its hard but maybe this ten day vacay to cali will help me see what i truly want of if in fact they BOTH truly want me. Its hard she claims she does want me she wants to be with me but sometimes she feels lost and that all she wants is for us to guide her along the way and help her not feel...

I feel like you just looked into my soul, and read everything I was feeling. I honestly think she is only here dealing with me because she wants him. I have felt like I am more of someone who is a friend to her since we have both been through some ups and downs with bf and that's why she's...

i will try a v if everything starts getting hectic again. im staying positive. so far everything has been smooth and settled, we are beginning to sleep through the night again and from what im aware of no one is feeling a type of way. so some days are better than others but, im just hoping for...

it does suck especially when you put so much effort. I can not deny that she has been trying and has been more open and less temperamental but, it still happens and i just want to make sure im not going to spend the rest of my life this way. i do love her and i don't want this to go sour :( and...

Me and BF have both grown and I do see myself with him ten years down the line we both have the same goals in life we are practically coincide very well but she just always seems to feel either something isn't fair to her or the past bothers her. We have both told her if you can't get over it...

you are all right. ive been pulling myself in two directions because of these ups and downs. i understand that everyone is different and that people act differently but some of the things she does there is no explanation for. she justifies them with reasons that dont even coincide with the...

yea i know. we tried talking and it leads no where. Its like i try to forget the past and then she has an issue which brings up the past and it just sets the balls rolling. she doesn't trust him and that shows in every little thing because that erupts tantrums. im an easy going kind of person i...

in all honesty i love him. and i think thats why i stay. i love her too but not the same because its been so rocky that she hasnt given me the actual chance to love her how i have wanted to. i know it may sound like an insubstantial excuse to state but, when i see myself walking out that door i...

Thank you! and yes sometimes i do feel like im baby sitting. not so much BF because he does have a mind of his own and he isnt as persistent as GF. you know its been rough since the beginning with her, sh just doesnt understand that she built a barrier between us to connect like we should...