Recent content by BeccaDuine

January, 2015 I swear I was going to write something back in December. I got distracted by busy busy since my last post. I'm still living in the same situation, with both Rinae and Sonya. I can breathe, at least, and seem to be finding myself jealous of situations less. Progress is progress...

I'm sorry to hear about you boyfriend. Take some time for yourself. Watch a happy, funny movie with the kids (I don't know their ages, but I got a teenager to watch Cloudy with a Chance of Meatballs before). Let them make you smile and laugh. Everything will be okay.

2013, 1 year ago: This one breaks my heart to think on still. I swore I wouldn't do poly again, because of how easy it was twisted and how hurt it left more than one person. I wasn't really broken up about losing Josh, just everything else involved. I... ended up wasting no time in going for...

I wanted to give more background into myself and add to this, as a continuing blog at least once a month as things go on with me. I want to understand myself, because as illogical as humans are, there is a pattern of behavior that stems from the past. I want to dissect my life, mostly my dating...

Thank you for your help back then, still. I understand that some relationships just won't work. Each is a stepping stone, as bad as that sounds, that leads on into finding yourself, your limits, and all that other fun stuff that feels like hell at the time and only makes you grow. Both of...

Thank you for the compliment. I look forward to getting to know you (And everyone. Wow, this site is huge!)better! Have a great day!

I'm 24 and still new the community. I have had 2 past poly relationships that failed due to rookie mistakes. I want to better myself before going into another relationship, knowing that I still will likely fall for multiple lovers again as I never felt more right than when I was with those two.

I've made two forums looking for help, but have yet to introduce myself, so I'll start now. With the basics, I'm 24 and identify as a genderqueer person and demisexual. (Special snowflake nonsense. Ha.) I've been studying illustration, though I'm taking many steps back for myself as I have...

I wish that was the case. I came here for my own benifit of leaving my family (Loooooong story and another can of worms). My friends have either moved around so much where they're beyond range or beyond compaciity or unable with their living arrangements to make any kind of accomidation. There's...

Heh... Living together... Right... Dodged that... Unfortunately, I didn't... It was greatly suggested I move out the first time I made a thread, and I had every intention of doing so, but it turned into something not financially feesable. Sadly, still isn't and I'm feeling trapped by it. I have...

Hi. I had a previous post months ago (Here for reference...). I'll recap, anyway. I moved in to help out two friends that were married, referred to in short as Sonya and Rinae. Things went... a little whirlwind quickly. I had liked them for a long time already, probably around 2 years, but had...

Well, I can talk to them both on the duration, if there is to be one. I have also found out Sonya does come one this site (I was met with a "Am I Sonya?" Oops...)

I honestly wouldn't know if she had... If you could find that and message me, I would be able to tell... And it... does seem that. Sonya also has said it's been just generally not wanting Rinae and myself to even be alone together... Which has lead to asking for time alone just so two for...

There isn't, and watching Rinae after, I feel things need to be spoken on more. Should there have been one discussed?

So, we all finally had our talk. Sonya didn't want to hear another option except having a break for now. She wants to try to have herself fixed. It's horrible that in order to help not trigger her more, Rinae and I also have to have a break. i'm looking to move out next month. Thank you all for...