Recent content by Belladonna

Well, what do they say? Best laid plans… lol I swear, nothing ever works out in my favor. They do usually end up working out, but almost never how I thought. Date night was a bust. I ended up working later than we'd planned and it just didn’t work out. So I am not trying again. School has...

It’s been a minute. I got an A in my class. I took two weeks off, then decided to take another. Since I am paying cash they don’t care how long I take between classes. I start my new class next week. I have decided to start working some weekends out of state with Mads, so this really makes...

I am so sorry you are going through this. It sounds like he is deep in NRE with her. Triads rarely work out for all the people who are dating each other, unless they just happen to form over time naturally, and even then it’s so hard. I think talking to him and telling him you are going to...

It’s been a busy work week. Other than work not much has been going on this week. I had a mammogram gram last weekend and they called me on Tuesday to come in next week for further testing. Density and asymmetry were the findings. I’m not worried about it but want to get the testing over with...

It’s raining today. Blah. Very tired of this rain. I am looking forward to the sun. Maybe not heat but sun would be nice. I feel sleep last night on mads. It was soooo nice. I wish I could fall asleep like that every night. I feel like I’m my 40s I want to soak up all of the love that I can...

Your house is absolutely gorgeous and I love the view. So pretty!

What you are describing is what we call a "one-penis policy." It's when a couple starts doing non-monogamy but the male decides he is only ok with his woman dating other women, not men. It is completely unfair. If you are open, it should be fair, and both partners (all partners) should be able...

Also changing madmaxx name to just mad. I really dislike this name. Considering he isn’t a mad person and I don’t really like the movie. lol. So just going with mad (I love the name madison, so I figure mad works)

This weekend was so nice. Took the kids to San Francisco zoo and stayed the night in the city. So needed. This weekend one of the kiddos has a sleep over. Should be a busy and also fun weekend. One of the nights we (mad and pip and I) were supposed to go overnight but pip can’t. So we have to...

It’s always different for me. It depends on the person and the relationship they have. It can also change throughout the relationship. Sometimes it’s right away and sometimes not. It also depends on how our relationship is at that time. The better we are the more good feelings I feel. I have...

Went to see dune. It was amazing. So good. Also so glad I did. I think I need to rethink this whole dynamic. It was so good until it wasn’t. I’m not sure that’s what I want. No one has done anything wrong. Just the communication style is not working for me.

Not much has happened this week other than work. I have a week left in my class then a 2 week break. One step closer. I wonder what I will do once I finish school. Probably nothing. lol but I do love going so very much. I got a sitter for tonight. Offered a lot of options over the last couple...

The weekend was so crazy but also so good and also sad. Every emotion. Ended up working about 10 hours on Sunday. Headed home and asleep at 1am. Up at 6 to get the kids to school. So no sleep for me. I have one week left in class then a 2 week break. Really looking forward to it. The last week...

Well this weekend didn’t work out as planned. But I feel accomplished and that’s always good. Madmaxx works out of state most weekends. Pip and me were supposed to come out and see him and spend the weekend. Well the weather had different plans. The person he takes couldn’t come so I...

So a couple of things that have been on my mind. Not necessarily bad just stuff I have been chewing on. Madmaxx- so he isn’t really into talking to pip on his own, trying to cultivate anything separate. I realized yesterday that he just wants NSA with other people. He is good with being...