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I keep wondering if the time will come and I will have to choose. I can't help but think that its only a matter of time. Then what? Its like staring at a fork in the road and not knowing which way to go. Its not like there are arrows saying this leads to here or there. If I follow my heart I...

Things have been a bit strained the last few days. Bob had a friend that committed suicide and he has really had a hard time with it. He's been depressed and I'm worried about him. Hopefully time will help. I will always do my best to be there for him. But I know he's used to things when he...

Am so sorry for your loss.

Not doing well at all today. Was up sick most of the night. Not sure if its a wisdom tooth that's giving me trouble or tmj I just know it hurts :( Was nice to have both guys up with me through it all. Its a comfort not to be alone when you are sick. Gonna have to get brave a see a doctor...

Didn't sleep well last night. Sometimes its hard to turn off the thoughts of the day. Had a good date night with Bob last night and I kept going over a lot of our conversation. Am tired today though after only sleeping a few hours. Work is going well, am still learning. There is a lot more...

Last night was my date night with Bob. I always love our time together, and its more than just sex. I love the time we spend cuddling and talking and just enjoying each other. Last night we were together a bit later than usual, but not so much that Keith was upset about it. But we said...

Yes, I keep trying things like this but I don't seem to be getting anywhere.

Am still learning the new job, I never knew there was so much too it. But I really like it and I'm getting settled in. I love that its close to home and I know everybody that comes in. I love that Bob stops and visits throughout the day and that makes the day go better. I think this has been a...

I find myself thinking a lot about my relationship with Keith lately. I really miss the intimacy we used to have. Things seemed to change a lot in that department a few years ago. It just seemed like his libido just took a nosedive. He just simply wasn't interested in sex any more. That was...

I have always enjoyed reading (hence my name) but the reading lists in High School were awful. I never really liked what we were made to read. But when I got to college and discovered Tolkein things changed. I definitely think that schools could do a much better job encouraging reading if they...

The ups and downs of life are happening again. I had made the decision to completely cut Lee from my life. I guess that's easier said than done. He's been calling and texting and asking for an explanation. He said he thought that we were still talking. I broke down and gave him an explanation...

I've just started a new job. So much stress with changing jobs and learning new stuff. The upside is that its close to home and more pay :D with less hours. Its nice to have 3 day weekends. On the downside, my youngest daughter is about to drive me crazy. Its always something with her. She's...

Hormonal Contraception really affected mine too. Years later when I had a hysterectomy it went the complete other direction. I now have a high sex drive. If I had known sex would be so great after I had the hysterectomy I would have done it a lot sooner LOL.

Things have been going well. I've made the decision to stop talking to Lee. He has called and text a few times and I've not answered. I had tried talking to him about this before and didn't get anywhere. He seemed to think if he waited long enough I would come back. In any case, I've got to be...

Its been a good weekend for all of us. We each had our date nights and movie nights and all has gone well. I have planned to spend next Saturday night with Bob and Keith is fine with that. Keith and Bob even spent some time together this weekend when I had to work. The only issue was Lee...