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Thank you for your reply ... I feeling a bit better about everything. But I’m also seeing him tonight. When things are up in the air, I feel like I’m being punished and I need to walk on water around everyone. That asking for anything is over stepping and causing conflict. Although he never...

Hi, I'm new to this whole thing and this experience has been a giant rollercoaster with incredible highs and incredible lows. And while I love it, I need to find a way to deal with the lows before I blow the whole thing up. Backstory - I've been in a monogamous (and happy) marriage for 15...