Recent content by Cancelled123

Desire

Pretty good summer :) I must say that the last few months have been really good on the relationship front. I had managed to get into a good time-splitting routine with both my guys and worked on improving communication with hubby about my needs. I stopped feeling as if I needed permission to...

Some very tough love in here, some really good advice. Will be thinking on this a while... Thanks to all who offered their thoughts.

Tension.

Wish I knew... No matter what I end up wanting for, I always feel selfish for wanting it. Like I'm somehow not deserving of it or should not be expecting it. I have a really difficult time articulating my needs and usually end up holding back until it blows up. :(

Feel like ranting a bit Even without meaning to, primaries are often controlling of the secondary's relationship. I have both a primary (husband) and a boyfriend. My bf has two primaries of his own that he lives with (although he shares more of the romantic side of things with one of them). The...

Spa

Sometimes, I just fucking hate being a secondary :( The role doesn't suit me well.

You simply MUST make it to one of their shows some time. They're simply amazing live :)

On a bit of an Opeth kick after having seen them live with my boyfriend this past weekend...man what a great show that was :D

CWC, that was a really nice story. Thank you for posting it. :) Congratulations to the three of you!

Feeling tired, confused, questioning my ability to handle the stuff I have on my plate right now. I have this overwhelming urge to get away from everyone and everything... :confused:

No advice here either...just *hugs*. Wishing you better times ahead :)

Down in a hole.. I've been feeling depressed and overwhelmed for the last few weeks. Facing some health issues, waiting for surgery and worrying. Also dealing with a teenage daughter who herself is depressed and has major emotional issues, most of which she takes out on me. And feeling...

I envy you for feeling so clear about being poly, even if you're having some flurries of doubt now. I just kind of fell into being polyamorous and have since learned a lot about myself, but it wasn't second nature by any means. There are still days I struggle with sharing, jealousy and...