I know this post was a bit ago... but I really wanted to say something about how you feel. Even if no one else agrees with what I have to say, I hope you can see it for what it is.
You and your feelings are valid.
Now that I said it... some additional things.
The people on this forum seem to...
I saw a question you posted about MFM couples and wanted to let you know it does happen. Probably very infrequently... But my best relationship was within a committed relationship (living in same house, sleeping in same bed) with MFM. One of my partners passed away 2 years ago... We very much...