That's exactly it for me. I know I am insecure because of our age difference, and him not being poly, so to me it seems like an eventual end is inevitable. Even though our relationship has been going strong for 2.5 years.
It’s 1:27 am and I am crying in front of my computer when I should be studying. I am listening to pitiful emotional music to eek the tears out of my head that will release the pressure building behind my eyes. My boyfriend is in Mexico and just revealed he “did the nasty” while away. After a few...