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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    So I talked to Jade yesterday and got all the answers I needed. Tonight I'm gonna enjoy Christmas eve though but I'll get back to this tomorrow. Merry Christmas, everyone!
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Thank you, Evie. I think I can deal with this idiot somehow but no use worrying about that on Christmas eve.
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    I'm so glad you got your shit together in the end, very admirable! So basically you completely started over and started a new life? What made you discard suicide as an option?
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Well I do understand all of that. And I agree that still living with my bf without him knowing what I did is super shitty of me. I reassure you that I feel bad about it and that if I knew he won't kick me out I would tell him right away. What makes matters more complicated though is a) we're in...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Actually I'm not confident at all that I'll be able to ever pay back. I have no confidence and don't trust myself regarding paid work because I'm pretty talentless. Unfortunately I also don't feel like the future holds anything promising for me either 😌. I'll just keep living from my mum's...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Excuse me but your advice is generally really horrible. So thanks for nothing. You may leave and be nasty and cruel towards people in your real life but I'm not gonna fall for your trolling any longer. Why am I supposed to block the first person who has made me feel absolutely fantastic in...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    As for the old bf thing-I've had 10 sessions with my therapist so far but she has never pointed out anything negative about my boyfriend as a person. What's been bothering her is not him or the age gap but rather the relationship with my mum. I never thought I was particularly mature or anything...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    I have to admit that as an aspie it would make me feel at ease if everyone in social situations were to explain things this clearly. You did a great job spelling it out for me. But I did actually understand that much so far. What does not come naturally to me is understanding why individuals...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Thank you. Well I'm definitely not gonna call a hotline because they can't help me with this anyway. Usually I take two Xanax to knock myself out when the thoughts overwhelm me. So far it has worked. As for the courage thing... You see I wake up everyday and feel like life is boring the hell...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    See, I just don't understand why in this world people never call out the aggressors and those who hurt people but instead choose to pick on people like me who are reaching out and seem like an easy target. The first reply in this thread was outright degrading and I think said person wouldn't...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Thank you for telling me about your mental health journey, it has moved me to tears. It's truly amazing how much people can do just with willpower. At the same time I'm sorry you and your son had to go through this, I'm aware bipolar is a really tough thing to deal with. Yes it's true, mum is...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    You're pretty much correct about all of the above except for 1), 3) and 7). My bf is a freelancer and artist and has a young, laid back soul. Thus, he doesn't earn much money so my family is definitely wealthier. There were times where I had to buy groceries because he ran out of money and...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    I have asked for opinions, yes but I did not ask to be outright insulted. What everyone else wrote was totally fine and I did appreciate the insights! But some people don't understand what kind of impact hurtful words can have on others so I wanted to make them aware. Opinions can always be put...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    So first off, of course I wish I had met and done things with Jade under different circumstances. While deep down I never understood what others think is so problematic about "cheating" I respect that the vast majority of people in the world does and I totally see that I overstepped boundaries...
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    In what way is he attracted to me?

    Thank you folks for your replies, they've really helped me. Ya'll seem like an experienced bunch! My last days have been busy but I will reply more extensively tomorrow
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