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I know NRE can be a powerful thing but I would suggest taking a step back from your crush and keeping him/a theoretical relationship with him out of your thought process regarding your marriage.

My ex-bf dumped me very unexpectedly about 3 weeks ago. I haven't had contact since. He said he'd like to stay friends (and that my former polycule wanted to stay my friends) but I'm not there yet. I guess what I'm trying to say without derailing your thread with my issues, is that it is...

The date went well. There's decent chemistry, but I am uncertain if there is romantic potential. He's a bit socially awkward and a bit immature - but then, he is 7 years younger than me and not as experienced with relationships. I dunno - we shall see. Got contacted by a random on OKC...

Well, the Monday date got rescheduled because I got a nasty fall cold and completely lost my voice! We are having coffee Saturday morning. I am trying really hard not to be excited. But I am anyway. And hell, why shouldn't I be excited about a promising first date? If nothing else, I should...

Got contacted by an interesting man on OKC and have a date next Monday. I'm cautiously looking forward to it. He seems on paper like a nice, fun guy. We shall see.

I got brutally dumped by my bf of 7 months Friday night. It started with my depression is too much and changed to it's not you it's me. Highlights included that he was trying to do and say what he thought I needed to be happier but wasn't being authentic and wasn't comfortable with how deep...

Well, I completely lost my shit today on Mamoru. He saw Indigo again today and I lost it with jealousy. They see each other almost every day. I'm lucky with once a week. I know it's logistics - we live an hour apart, they live 10 minutes apart. I know he loves me. I know he's not going to...

This weekend was a mixture of good times and emotionally heavy processing. On Saturday, Mamoru and I had plans for some one-on-one talk and snuggle time before the group dinner and bdsm event. When I got there, the house was full of people! I wasn't upset but I was really surprised. And I...

Holy moly is my polycule convoluted. LOL I attemped to summarize the group in my signature and my head is now spinning! Things with Mamoru are going amazingly well. We've had some fantastic talks the last few weeks about our relationship, our relationships (or potential for) with others, as...

A & B have almost completely withdrawn from me. Everything I see of them shows how blissfully happy they are with each other, flirting with new women, setting up play dates. They seem to be putting zero to no effort into maintaining a friendship with me. This saddens me greatly. I did truly...

Had a wonderful group outing last weekend that included G, K, and two other folks. It was a rather poly-cestuous bunch, heh. G's poly-vee (G, K, U), me, and U's other partner, R. Good times were had by all. G and I got some time to ourselves as well which was nice to just cuddle and talk...

I believe that like attracts like: if you put bad shit out in the world, you'll get bad shit in yours.

I just have to say that I loved reading your blog thread, thank you for sharing it with us.

Time for a rant. I am SO FUCKING SICK of being good enough to fuck, good enough to engage in BDSM play with, hell, even good enough to date casually, but too much work and/or not worth an actual committment. In other words, my breakup from a month a go is really hitting me hard since the whole...

Friday night I had a date with a girl I've been friends with for about a year, M. When we first met, I had asked her out, and she (I thought) she no. I found out a couple months back in talking to her, she didn't realize I was asking her out. Obviously, I've gotten less subtle since then. :P...