Recent content by Katiekat

Thanks for this Galagirl. So thorough. God I really do avoid the conversation about what the marriage will be. And you're absolutely right- I totally run. I romanticize it big time. And it feeds my need to self hate. I had a childhood parental experience that gave me those internal voices of...

Thanks. This made me cry and hope. Thank you. I'm grateful you believe it can get better and that I'm not a pos. Thank you <3

Kevin. You sure gave me a lot to think about. I think the hardest question for me to ask myself is do I really want to get married. I'm gonna go ahead and be honest and annoying and say I don't want to do any of thee above. When I think of getting married- I'm excited to do it my my partner. We...

He proposed to me last Fall. I've never been married. I've been scared of losing my freedom and individuality. I've had a number of reasons besides that bubble up to the surface since I did it. I think initially, I believe I wanted something to myself - something my partner couldn't take from...

I've been with my poly partner for 6+ years. We've always been transparent. No real rules about who and how we conduct our sexualloving relationships save one: no lies. We have one single rule and I broke it. I slept with an old lover and lied by omission. Told myself some bs about how it was ok...