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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Things with Daddy are hard. He's overworked and stressed. He can't get the work he needs to get done because of people distracting him. He's distant and I feel lost. All I want to do is make him feel better and help him. I'm learning how to help him by learning a skill for him. I watch Dr. Who...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    If you discount the overreaction my Little side had today, today was good. I got a LOT done and am flying through the seasons on Dr. Who, which please Pink. There's only eight on Netflix. Nicole has food poisoning and has been throwing up all day and all last night. I'm glad Mommy is there to...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Pink and I had a discussion. I am going to be his ONLY Little girl and it turns out that was agreed upon long ago by him and Mommy. He can and will have other subs but our Daddy/Little dynamic belongs to us and that won't change. A part of me is scared that it will because you can't predict...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    This was a few hours ago: am SO scared of the changes that will happen. Before, I was able to say, "Daddy will have other partners besides you, Mommy, and Sissy. He will have sex with other people and that's okay, it takes some pressure off you. You want him to be happy and have people who...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    12-26-15 My brain wouldn't shut off last night after talking to Pink at 1:30 am. He told me how adorable and cute I am and how he loves seeing my face and me wiggle. When we got off, he said he needed time with his Little (meaning me--he has other Littles [my Mommy and Nicole] but I'm the only...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Today ended up a LOT better than it started out. There will be no meeting tomorrow. A friend will get his key and give her her stuff back. He does have to see her tomorrow night but thankfully his friends will be there to buffer. We talked about how I felt. He understood why I felt that way...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Merry Christmas! This is the good night message I woke up to this morning: Nite nite... Just had a 1-hour call with [Traditional], begging to come back. I told her I still care deeply, but she needs help and anything between us would have to start over with new rules. We are meeting on...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    I am exhausted. I'm on my way home from a family gathering as I write this. I'm posting it when I get home. I told Pink that I love him and why. He thinks it's half NRE, half love, and that it's real. Pink is officially my Daddy! We still have lots to talk about but best early Christmas...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Thank you for telling me about that! He could definitely do that but I trust him enough to know he won't. We agreed on me giving him snippets on anything that may help him get to know me better.
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    I think he was asking just as my partner. He even said please. I think part of the reason he wants to read it is because a small part of him worries I'm not telling/asking him everything. I'm getting better about letting him in but I know there's stuff in here that would damage our...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Just realized I can't edit a post after a certain time period. Crap. I don't know if I should let him see it or not now.
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Today was busy but I had everything done by four this afternoon. I've cut off contact with Buddy. He has self esteem issues and I can't just go from partners to friends right away. I'm sure he felt bad but I had to consider myself and what was healthy for me. Nicole and I are okay again! I...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    I knew I was forgetting something! Let's pretend I posted this yesterday. I spent a good portion of my morning researching for Pink. He builds websites and has had me doing the stuff I can do without really understanding all the rest of it. Yesterday I looked up the SEOs (search engine...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    Traditional is no more! He finally ended things after dealing with her drama for seven hours yesterday. To say I'm overjoyed is an understatement. I was actually wiggling when Mommy told me on FaceTime today. He hasn't directly told me but I figure he knows Mommy did. He's still concerned about...
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    Journey of a Young Poly Person

    I'm bursting at the seams to tell Pink that I love him. I have genuinely loved two past male partners. Pink isn't technically my partner but he may as well be. He's the third male partner I've fallen in love with. How do I know I love him? When I think of the challenges up ahead (coming out to...
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