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    Why do I feel like a monster?

    Well, it wouldn't. It's a church, with people you say you trust now (wait until their next lapse in judgment -- they missed your ex high and wide!) and a message, I'm sure, of Love and Open Arms and All That Jazz What Hides the Fire and Brimstone. There are some charismatic charismatics out...
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    Why do I feel like a monster?

    The things you just listed would be setting off giant panic buttons in my head. Boyfriend's a closet pedo and, when called on his shit, apparently thinks threatening suicide is the way to go? No. You told the authorities. That is right. Now -- and here is the important part -- you get as far...
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    Why do I feel like a monster?

    That right there is more than an anxiety disorder. I have had anxiety for over a decade now (officially diagnosed in 2003 after a very special plane ride). I've known plenty of other people with anxiety. I have never seen it manifest like that, in me or anyone else. He should not have asked...
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    Feeling loss as a V "end" - the empty bed

    Picture me dabbing at my eyes with a crisp white handkerchief. I'm so happy things have worked out so splendidly for you all.
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    the agony aunt speaks.

    Oof! Oh, that is a tricky situation. At least nobody is actively taking Dad from us but Dad. I too feel for your sister (chaos and then this?!) but if there's one thing I'm learning, it's that people have to be happy or a marriage is worthless to everyone it touches. Mostly I miss Dad being...
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    the agony aunt speaks.

    Thanks ever so much, GG. You're right about the grieving. It comes on the heels of some pretty staggering losses (two family members, a close friend, and months of really good writing!) but the more I feel like I'm falling, the more spider-silk shoots out to grab me and anchor me in midair. I'm...
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    the agony aunt speaks.

    I aten't dead If you're the praying kind, please pray I can move forward through my family of origin's problems in a peaceful, calm manner. This is blowing me wide open to growth, but also to pain. I think they go together. I'm happy with my therapist. I'm discovering support I didn't ever...
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    the agony aunt speaks.

    DADT? Naaah, it's just cheating. There is, she says, a COLOSSAL FUCKING DIFFERENCE between poly and what's going on right now behind my mother's back. It is NOT "don't ask, don't tell" if you DIDN'T ASK your original partner whether zie consented to that arrangement. Which she didn't. A...
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    The Rise of PolyPhony

    Hey, look! Another penis is in the picture. :) I see you are comfortable with this man's energy. If I may ask, what sets him apart for you? What qualities in him would you potentially look for in a man for your OSOs?
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    The Rise of PolyPhony

    "At the beginning" would be my smartass answer. ;)
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    GalaGirl: Conversations Already in Progress.

    I'm taking the love languages quiz and all I can think is "Argh! They're BOTH true!" of the choices... I may have to do the one for singles to get a more accurate reading, because with CdM it's all glorious, but who's to say it'd be the same with anyone else? [edit:] Yep! Much more obvious what...
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    the agony aunt speaks.

    A funny story that's part of a sad one I'm watching Gordon Ramsay, right, and he's in the kitchen, so there's lots of dishes clinking and clanking. Only the clinking continues into the commercials. Well, nobody's going to break in and load our dishwasher. Mum stayed home today. . . ...
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    Is a diagnosable mental illness a red flag for you?

    This. Well, and a lot of the rest. But... yeah. I'm not NT, but I've learned how to manage mine. I see no reason why I shouldn't date someone similar. Key word: managing. I can imagine there are people for whom physical infirmity is a red flag, however. Lots of outdoorsy types wanting their...
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    Is Hugh Hefner poly?

    Did you miss the mod note? As I read it, AutumnalTone meant all of us, together, should be a bit more civil. I would hazard a guess that does, indeed, mean all of us.
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    Safe Sex

    Downloaded the chart, Anne. Thanks so much for posting the link! Even if we have our own established boundaries, it's good to get a look at what other people do.
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