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Note to self. Do not post when in pain or sick!! Ok. I am better now. I hate whining. Last couple weeks have been hard. Lots of rollercoasters and I lost a Uncle who was more of a grandfather to me. I am tring hard to get a grip. And I think its working. :)

Arggg. I am so pissed at my self right now. My self confidence is shot to hell. This long distance thing is really hard. Just talking to some one is no way to really now what a person is feeling. I have a hearing problem so I get many clues from someone by there body language. Not being able to...

Polyandry was seen a lot in the Norse and Celtic. When you where never sure if you husband was coming home from the raids it made since that the house and children belonged to the wife. There are stories of a lot of brothers sharing a wife so they could keep her in style and comfort.

Thank you. Yes my spelling is not the best and my Blackberry had no idea what I was try to say ;D I would never talk about my kinks or sex life with my kids, but how else can you have a relationship with out your kids knowing something is up. He is not a person who I would sneak out to see and...

I completely know what you are saying. And if you have no one IRL to talk to you go a little nuts wanting to say something to someone. If you ever want to talk to someone who understands drop me a PM and we can share stories. :D

So I have a 13 year old son with Asburgers and a 10 year old daughter. Over the last week I have been talking to them about how do they feel when they see Mom hugging Wolf. Both where ok with that so next we talked about kissing. So far so good. Then the big one. How do they feel if Mom has a...

Soooo. Ya know that funny feeling you get in the pit of you tummy when you find out some one has read your most pain full thoughts. Yup. I am there today. I told Wolf about this site so he could have a better understanding of poly. But ya know I never really thought about him reading this blog...

quote[ I have to work a little harder at this part because I have always had an uneasy relationship with anything sex related in the first place ] quote After reading this I understand why this is hitting you so hard. This problem runs deeper then just this one encounter. I would like to...

Hello and welcome. :D

My husband wanted a relationship with another lady, but at that time we where not strong in our relationship. He completely shut me out for this shinny new love of his. To make maters worse the only way they could be together was if I baby sat her kids. I told him until we had fix our...

I called him today. That made me feel much better. I broke down and asked him to please get me a stuff animal and sleep with it for a week or so so it would smell like him. I thought about swipping one of his shirts this weekend but never got a chance.

You are one of the good guys in the world. Thank You.

There was talk about may be him moving up here in the next year or so. His family lives in the area so I am hope full, but not hanging my happiness on it. If I had a choice I would not have a long distance relationship, but I have been in love with this guy for over 15 years. I am just happy...

Thanks You would think after talking to him and telling him how I felt and him accepting it and is willing to work something out I would not feel so insecure today. I just feel lost and not sure what to do next. There needs to be a self help book on this.

A little back ground. A man who I have been in love with for 15 years in now back in my life. Before now we never had a relationship just a couple 3 somes my Husband had set up over 9 years ago. This weekend with lots of fear I told him how I felt. He was vary open to my love and while he does...