Recent content by PixiRosenThorne

17 days shy of 4 months and finally Im starting to randomly get the effects of that permanent choice. A song on Pandora started it, got the tears flowing and even while shifting through my clothes, his smell is still on those damn black jeans. Now Im drowning myself in music that makes me hurt...

this was a while ago, and I just wore a nicer shirt and jeans. Mohegan offered to allow me to make dessert, which was a huge deal since she is a trained and certified pastry chef! The evening went wonderfully with Karma fussing over everything and having enough nervous energy that Mohegan and I...

Its midnight-thirty as I write this. I have just been browsing a blog sight and reading through Karma's few blogs. The one that caught my attention was essentially a story he had written about a very deeply harsh and personal time in his life. I doubt he remembers half of that story but to me it...

normal life rant I took the dogs out for a walk today and let them roam around for a bit on their own. I noticed all the broken glass that winter had left us around the farm and started cleaning that up. Little things like that, preserving the safety of my home makes me happy. Then, as we were...

in response to how often he can see Miss M, my little corner of poly works like this. Karma and I have a day/ night together, and the next two days are between he and Mohegan or just by himself. I think that as for three days a week, that might be a bit much in the beginning. I used to think...

I concur. AnnabelMore, your question is completely acceptable and I would have appreciated it. It would have made me look back on what I wrote and how in order to analyze it better so that I could have answered. I have no problems against questions, its the bold finger pointing and name calling...

ok, ok, everyone calm down. This has gone on long enough. Im pretty sure I did admit my faults, take my own words into account and offer them to be viewed. Somehow I dont think that by taking certain words out of context and throwing them back in the authors face is going to make the author...

thank you Mohegan! This whole thing has made me remember the type of person I could have been if I let my personal issues take over. I used to be just like apokylptk in my youth. Not just the trolling part, but where I would single out tiny things in conversations and feed on them to see how...

Hi guys! Im the resident sociopath you are so keen on talking about! Im really sad that we all came here to discuss polyamory and that the ONLY thing most of you can get out of the chunk of life I decided to share with complete strangers is how sick and twisted I am. It really warms my murderous...

Im dealing with it as I can. Its been three months ago at this point, but honestly everything seems to be working out very well. If he were here, there is no way I could be completely free to have my own relationships. He would still be watching me. I also just found out that K and his wife are...

Thank you guys so much for the advice! This little adventure could have been phrased better than "first date" but that was what went through my head at the time. R and I have never really had face time, and she has been working at her own pace to (again for lack of a better term) accept me as...

I'd like to think Im not a typical girl, but when it comes to public events, I usually take a generous portion of time to stress about my clothing choices. Let me start off be saying that my boyfriend K, and his wife have just gone through a huge emotional roller coaster. The three of us have...

All of this came into light a few months ago, but the real story starts at least 5 years ago. I started dating when I was 14. My parents hated the idea and of course the boy. Eventually they learned to love him, same as I and I began to believe we were to be together forever. Two years later we...

I chose this one because my preferred name was already taken in many forms. Also I can remember this as its one of my emails! K calls me a faerie often so it works. Also my middle name is Rose and I happen like thorny things. It was a name I acquired quite my accident at my local Renaissance...

actually, I decided to do something for the two of them. K isnt very romantic or really a man who makes grand gestures so I got them a gift card for their favorite restaurant! Of course I had to talk to him about it first and when I mentioned all of my ideas about books, trinkets, jewelry, the...