Recent content by polylearning

Hi again everyone ! This is still very new to me, I wouldn't class my relationship as polyamorous but more so non monogamist with hopes to turn into poly- I'm just trying to work out all the dos and donts and work through the basic instinct which is jealousy. I recognise that I have...

So I've just learnt about Compersion which pin points a feeling i haven't been able to describe as of yet, but I'm still left wondering why i like the feeling of jealousy in some cases. Jealousy still an issue for me half the time, but the other half i thoroughly enjoy. Why is this, what is it...