Recent content by PolyWannaPartner

Im fully aware that I can have two or even more primary's. But I cant even find one. I want another baby before my son gets too much older and I want to give me and my son the masculine energy we need. In that I hope to fully realize my feminine energy and harness it in a way where Im meeting...

I assume the problem comes from not wanting to come off as needing a serious relationship with someone before I even know them. Relationships usually start off casual and then sometimes progress to more serious stuff. I dont have time for that. Its not that Im worried about scaring someone away...

its not simply a word that Im worried will scare someone off.

I think also the fact that I have a hard time accepting hierarchy in relationships makes this more difficult. If I dont ever want to be someones secondary why would I do that to someone else? Like "Im sorry but even though we are super intimate, my primary's needs are going to come before...

Im 28 and I decided to start being poly about 2 years ago. Like the poster above me Ive had relationships but nothing that feels sustaining. As far as feeling like Im too much I have severe ADHD which can make my life a lil dramatic at times I have a child that really needs a masculine role in...

*that I CANT find a committed partner.:confused:

Im really feeling the sadness that I can find a committed partner. I have a four year old son and really want a family. I miss a masculine half. I keep meeting these men/boys who like me because they dont feel the pressure of commitment since Im so "open" Im just really getting in a bad way...