Recent content by SanguineSquirrel

A couple other random stuff So I've been keeping a journal/diary. One thing that I've noticed as I've done this is that Sunday nights/ Monday days are my low point each week without a fail. Not sure why but this weekend I was going to try to pay attention and see if I can't figure out why...

Chapter 3 - Communication Did I mention yet how awesome I was at communication? Well, if I did I lied... The past year and a half I’ve now realized that I have been keeping too much to myself. I don’t think I’m alone in that but the responsibility for my feelings and fears are on me alone...

Thanks for the posts back so far! B's wanted some time of not-talking about everything so I've been trying my best to not think about things. So I've been trying to not read posts/forums as much. Though I did get my copy of "The Ethical Slut" and read through that which I thought was a very...

Part 2 - Feelings So a huge part of what’s helped me is being able to come here and see others going through the same feelings I’m experiencing. It’s helped me realize that I’m not (totally) crazy and that it’s normal in what is definitely not a normal time of my life. So here’s all of the...

Quick confession So I've also got one of the worst memories on the planet. A large part of me doing this is also so that I remember things and can come back to it later. If/when B ever does read this I'm sure she'll say I'm remembering things wrong. But until then we'll just have to assume...

First off, I want to say that I soooooo wish I had known of this site 3 weeks ago. I just found this 2 days ago and I've been voraciously reading ever since. It's already helped me quite a bit and I want to say thanks to everyone who's posted their thoughts and feelings here. So on to the...