Thank you all for your kind words - So - this was a bit of a Hail Mary thought - but the response(s) have confirmed that this isn't something to explore.
In particular, the Should I stay or Should I go link was most helpful. There's lots of things I've done and she's done that brought us to...
Firstly - allow me to apologize if similar questions have been asked before - I had a quick look - but relationships come in all shapes and sizes with all their uniqueness so I figured it would be better to ask direct.
There's a lot of backstory that I could go into - but I'd rather not (for...