Recent content by smilnlol

I want to tell all of you how much I appreciate you sharing your thoughts with me. I am sticking my toes into the water. I have no idea where this is going for me.

Hmmm choice? I don't want to tell Quath what to do. I am not sure how to deal with it. I don't want to share him yet I am not going to tell him no. It is out of my hands and that is super scary. If he chooses a poly life, even though I am apprehensive, afraid, sad, what choice do I have but to...

Thank you for answering my question so candidly. I really appreciate it. This actually made me really target the type of jealousy I experience. I don't want to share Quath's attention. I can't imagine making plans for the weekend and having him tell me ..OH SORRY TAKING BLAHBLAH OUT FOR...

I feel exactly the same way. I wish I could force myself to be polyamorous. To be so free, I guess. Not that I feel like I am holding back. I see what you are saying and I don't see why it should get you in trouble. :) I think you can learn to be anything you want, you just have to want to...

Hi I am new. I see my relationship eventually being similar to yours. I don't think I will be able to have an intimate relationship with multiple people. Right now my hubby isn't persuing the poly life style because it upsets me but I feel bad about it. I hope it is ok to ask if you have any...

absorbing your thoughts Here are a few thoughts based on others comments: So Quath and I have a healthy relationship. No really! This is a major reason Quath is "pushing" a bit harder these days. (This issue is causing some stress between us tho) (JRiverMartin) "The first is having a solid...

I was being a bit facetious/sarcastic when I said I don't like to share. I have two teenage daughters, I share things I don't want too. Ha I will elaborate for you. When I think about my hubby with someone else I feel jealousy, yes, but also I feel loss. I don't want to lose the special and...

It is kind of a funny story how I have came to join this site. My husband(Quath) has been active in Polyamory in his past relationships but I have not. Over the years ( married 5 together 7) I have been open and supportive as my husband told me all about his life and the life in a polyamourous...