Recent content by steff

Thank you, you all are wonderful. You are all helping me gain some courage with every response. I'm going to sleep in the spare room for now. But I know she will ask me why am I not sleeping in my own bed and it will make her upset. (It's like she is looking for a reason to fight, and I hate...

Fixed I hear all of you. And appreciate all your support. Sometimes our maid mixes my clothes with Lady's clothes. So I asked Lady if I could just look for my shirt I need for work. She was in the living room and said I could. While looking for my shirt a note fell out onto the floor. I opened...

I got it

I am. I'm riddled with guilt. Seeing wife with the girl, it's like a honeymoon phase. It just fucking hurts, that's all. I'm hurting. I have never had a heartbreak before, so I don't know how to handle my emotions. You're probably thinking, "Ack, get over yourself and do what you have to do."...

Stupid emails still come through on my phone.

But it's my fault. I am to blame for her seeking attention from other women. I feel I am not allowed to feel hurt, angry, heartbroken, because that's how she felt for years. I fucked up.

In all honesty, I want her to be happy (it hurts to say this), but even if it's not with me. Such a cliché to say. I know it was wrong of me to go through their chats, but something was off, and I had to find out. Is she planning a divorce? Are they planning to move? I needed to know. Yes, I...

I did but they all unchecked

I was afraid yes , but then again I never gave her the attention she needed so I feel I have to accept the new life style because it makes her happy. I would not say it abuse . Don't get me wrong she is a really good person

Can someone please tell me how to turn off my email notifications for this polyamory.com?

Honestly, yes. I agreed to it when I should have been honest from the beginning. I pray to GOD she doesn't find out about all of this. She tends to go through my phone and check my searches. Yet she has a password on her GB WhatsApp. I don't know why, but it just says another that she is hiding...

I do feel better thank you

Thank you for taking the time to read this.. It's a lot to take in. I didn't know who to turn to for advice, but I found this page. I feel like a weight has been lifted, to be able to speak my mind and be completely honest. Even when I did something unethical, I was honest about it. Galagirl...

This whole situation is about the fact that I neglected her regarding intimacy, sex, attention, affection, etc., for a few years. I tried to trace the root cause of this and it all leads back to the beginning. Because of my a io s, she now feels the need to have someone else. She told me...

G2G. Chat later, guys. Thanks for all the love and support.