@ImaginaryIllusion
I agree and have thought about everything you have said... right now it feels like walking through fire... I hope i can make it to the other side.
I hope you're right I am doing my best to be what you described and it's not been easy not even close just reading your reply made me cry again. I have cried over this subject for the last three days in a row. It's not fun I don't like it the last year of my life has been the most painful by...
Hi Just wanted to give a quick Hello :)
I am the "hubby" in PetersD's post.
yes envy is a much better definition of emotion that I have been feeling. over the last month or so it has been ripping me apart. And causes and avalanche of other emotions to rise to the surface. I have seen other...